it's nothing .

If only you knew I love you .

2010-03-22T01:20:00.000+08:00

Hello people .

OMG MY FATHER IS FUCKED UP .
He go install the dvd player .
He say it's for me . Yaye .
Then I ask , where are all the cds ?
He replied , NO . I didnt install this for you to watch cds .
Then may I ask what the fuck is the dvd player for ?!
WHAT THE FUCK MAN .

Kay . Friday was the last day of the dnt course .
#1 . 5 days are gone just like that .
Yaye . No more torture .
#2 . 5 days are gone just like that .
OMFG , I fucking havent touch my homework yet .
#3 . 5 days are gone just like that .
I'm gonna miss it .
#4 . 5 days are gone just like that .
It all seems so fast now .
#5 . 5 days are gone just like that .
We're not gonna have fun anymore .

Okay . So these are the 5 feelings I felt on Friday .
Last day of the dnt course .
So many things happen . All the fun things and everything .
Lets try and remember okayyy .
Well , we did our powerpoint .
And the poster thanks to Olivia (Y) .
And then yeahhhhh .. Did abit of model .
Then LOML's hand got alot of glue .
So had to go to tiolet to wash it off .
HAHAHA , on the way up again , our skirts flew up HAHAHA .
And we didnt care . Then we noticed opposite bulding got people looking .
LOLOLOL . But still we didnt care hahahaha .
Thennnnn .. We did abit of powerpoint .
Michelle wanted to eat so went down with her to buy food .
Then came back up . It was so crowded at the com .
So I went to help Jinsen , Jeremy & Gaylord's group .
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA , they added a slide for me :D
Saying : SPECIAL THANKS TO . YANMIN:D .
SO AWESOMEZXC . I love that slide (:
Something tells me LK would stare at me when they flash it .
Kay . Then I forgot we go where . OH YEAH .
Clarissa is The Love Of My Life ( LOML ) .
Michelle is now my Babygirl woozxc .
Actually I dont know if she is but I'm not caring her :x
AHAHAHAHA , MY NEW BESTFRIEND IS JEREMY LOLOL .
LOL , he's the only guy who replies when I say bestfriend LOL .
Thennnnn .. Oh , Babygirl , LOML and I hate chikopek .
Like hell loadszxc of it can .
Then I forgot la shits . My mind now occupied with english .
Stupid fucking english homework . Gosh , I hate her .
I'M TRYING MY BEST TO REMEMBER .
We go do some survey , then lunch break :o
AWESOMEZXC . We got pizza today :D
Took pictures eating pizza and with pizza :D
I dont have the pictures . Or I'll post them here .
So wait another time then I post kay . If I ever remember .
After that was hell already .
We were like , kept talking and talking .
Then people keep saying , " LYNN KONG COME ALREADY . "
And then we will all panic LOL .
Actually I dont know why we panic == .
Then anyway , Alfred Goh and Lynn Kong came .
Then we all dont care , still anyhow sit .
First group was Gaoqiang's ^_^v .
Theirs is awesome . Seriously . They put in alot of effort .
And .. Gaoqiang owned LK in english ^_^v .
Then she nothing to say then Alfred Goh help .
Then she continued from Alfred Goh with new subject WTF ?
Then it was ours ^_^v . We didnt really put in alot of effort :z
Fine , I didnt . I'm so sorry MOCY ):
BUT THANKS MICHELLE , CLARISSA AND OLIVIA :D
BUT I'M SO SORRY ABOUT MEEEEEEEEEEEEE D:
But we were okay la hor :x . I just dont like kong .
Anyway . Stupid Junhua's group was next .
They made Gaoqiang damn angry luh .
Cause Junhua go learn from OUR mistakess == .
So what happened ? Their group tio questioned like mad dogs .
We just keep saying bad things about their product .
Why ? Cause it's Junhua's product HAH .
Just kept on blasting questions . Totally more than what chers would ask .
That's why they ask us to stop .
And when doing the presentation , Junhua's face was damn fucked up .
All of us really wanted to bash him up .
Oh , then it was 3/6's group == .
During that time I was totally playing LOL .
So was Jeremy hahahah .
He was playing with the little paper which I wrote his name on .
He kept putting it on other people hahahah .
Then teacher ask him what she said .
Then he dont know he keep quiet and smile .
DAMN FUNNYZXC LOL . SHOULD HAVE SEEN IT .
Then last group is Gaylord's HAHAHAHAH ^_^v .
We all cheered hahahahah and laughed . Cause it's GAYLORD LOL .
OMG WE SOUND SO MEAN . But it's a joke la :D
Then Jinsen ah Jinsen . Kept putting blame on Gaylord .
LOL , put on quek nicer right ?!
SPEAKING OF QUEK , I REMEMBERED WE WENT INTO THE COMPUTER LAB .
Then Gaoqiang was scared of the chair HAHAHAHAHAHAH .
The roller one . Then can go up and down one .
HE WAS DAMN SCARED LUH HAHAHAHAH . He kept doing mine .
But I wasnt scared . He say need sudden one .
So okay lor . I do my things then he go do .
But no effect hahahahahah . Then he ask me do for him .
Okay lor . He over there so scared . Like expecting .
So I must wait for him dont expect .
Then he suddenly , " OMG I VERY SCARED LEY ! "
Then I go make , he screamm HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH .
That happened like 3 - 4 times ? Damn funny luh !
Oh , and then we were using photoshop HAHAHAHAH .
Then Gaoqiang go save one picture of dog and quek .
THEN GO PUT QUEK'S FACE ONTO THE DOG'S ONE LOLOLOL .
SO YEAH . WHOLE CLASS LAUGHED LIKE MAD :D
Kay anyway , back to Friday LOL .
After that went for some Aero dont know what shit .
Then 2 hours liddat , then went back to the room .
Then teacher gonna give prizes for groups :D
First group , obviously , Gaoqiang's ^_^v .
Expected la . By everyone LOL . Although they noisy , but best :D
Then second prize . Babygirl was still saying wont be us .
Then in the end , Gaoqiang say MOCY then really us ley !
Babygirl was so shocked !
We took pictures once again :D But I dont have it . Once again == .
Then she gave little keychains :D
And we took them , gave her and the other teacher one choco .
Then we're off .
Irfan's parents sent me home :D
Save one trip's fare :x
But the stupid thing was , I felt like a retard in the car .
They all keep speaking MALAY . Then I dont understand == .

Kay la . Yes , I'm gonna go do my work now .
Bye .

- Yes , I think I love you .

Going back into the past .

2010-03-19T00:27:00.000+08:00

Hello people .

Today ( 18th March ) , is Loo Jinsen's birthday .
I know he wont see it but yeah , I'm nice .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOO JINSEN :D !

It has been boring for the past few days .
What'd you expect ? I had dnt course .
So damn boring .
Is like everything we learn in class already lor .
Except model making only .
The rest okayokay la walao .
We paid for this crap ?!
And not only that la , fail this thing need pay $600 sia WTF .
Go die la this stupid cock .

Oh , the most fun time was talking to Michelle and Clarissa .
When in the dk where .
We just kept talking and talking like there's no tomorrow .
And then also when the whole class so make Junhua HAHAHAHHA .
That one damn funny la dog :D
Who ask him make the Love of my Life HUH ?!
HOR CLARISSA :D
Stupid guy anyhow scold people .
Then we just keep saying him .
For every one of his product , we all say bad .
All look at bad , never look at good ^_^v .
Then yeahyeah . Today damn wanna sleep la .
Did model making OMG . Then yeah lor .
Michelle went back earlier cause personal reasons :D
Then left Olivia , Clarissa and me ):
So sad LOL . Then did the things .
Powerpoint and the model , OMG SO FUN THE MODEL == .
Kay la . Clarissa went JP after that .
I too tired want go home . So went home with Irfan .

Okay la . Need go do the ppt already .
And some holiday homework .
Fuck sia . This whole holiday I go dnt course .
Gogogo , go until now havent even touch one homework la dog .

Kay la kay la .
Bye .

- Am I going in that direction again ??

About what we are made of .

2010-03-15T21:59:00.001+08:00

Hello people .

I like this photo .
I think I look nice in it :D
And maybe cause it's the only photo today -_- .

Kay . Today was alright I guess .
I was late in meeting the people . HAHA .
Anyway , yeah .
Damn boring la walao .
I rather do maths all day can .
At least learn something .
Or understand something better .
Do maths for 9 hours .
Eh I dont mind eh . My maths now need practice .
Sian LA . WASTING MY GOD DAMN TIME LA .
9 hours everyday sit there like some boring dog .
DOWANT TALK ABOUT DNT LA WALAO EH .

Kay . Meldon's finally back from camp .
So I dont need to sound his horn .
Until later at night .
The first thing he came online I go disiao him HAHAHAH .

Yanmin . says:
- Welcome back to planet Earth .
meldon . says:
- haha. thanks.
Yammin . says:
- Is that all you have to say ...... ?
meldon . says:
- yeah
- and thanks a lot for helping me take care of mousehunt.
- :D .
- 100% appreciate it.
- 101% !'
Yanmin . says:
- That's all ................................. ?
- 101% only ............... ?!
meldon . says:
- YOU'RE THE BEST.
- it's like
- to the max seriously
- i don't even know what to say or what can i say to prove your greatness.
Yanmin . says:
- LOLOLOLOL , I was just playing with ya .
- I have nothing better to do now .
meldon . says:
- lol.
- hah.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH .
I made him say I'm the best :>
WOO ! LOL . I am damn lame now I'm so sorry HAHAHAHA .

Kay , I go do english already .
Later maybe upload pictures or sthg here :b
Bye .

- Teasure what we have right now .

The kind of thing we have .

2010-03-14T16:28:00.174+08:00

Hello peepayes :D
LOL . Sound so funnayezxc .

First things first .
Even though I know he cant see it , but yeah .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYAN LEE :D !

Yesterday was ultimate funfunfun .
Elaine , Eleanor , Eleanor's boyfriend came my house :D
I didnt wanna goout at first .
Then OKAY LA , I go out .
Cannot find my ez-link card la fuck ):
Okay , nevermind . We cabbed there anyway HAHAHAHA .
Went vivo city . $20 @_@ .
Then went to Topshop , Forever 21 , Bebe .
Eleanor and Ele's boyfriend went to watch movie :/
Elaine and I just walked around everywhere :D
She bought a pig for me :D
Kay , then just kept taking photos ♥
We reached Vivo at around 6 I think .
And we walked and shopped and ate for 4 hours .
And then at 10 , we spammed camera until 11plus .
When Eleanor and her boyfriend came out :D
Then cabbed back :D

Wanna see the pictures ? Of course you do :D
There's alot and that's why you see the thingy there > so small .
Cause you gotta srooooooll down so much -_- .
But still , I know you wanna see them right :D

See , we had fun :D
And I realised I can go really crazy with my loved ones (L) .

Oh , and I was so bored I played with webcam :D
Yes , you'll be seeing alot of me .
So if you dowant to see it , dont scroll down :D

See , I really spammed the whole thing HAHAHA .

Kay , off to do sthg .
I dont know what thing but yeah .
Bye .

- The thing we have is priceless .

We are meant to be .

2010-03-13T13:25:00.000+08:00

Hello peeples :D
Looks like pimples -_- .

Yesterday was fun :D
Geog with the other class in AVA >:D .
I only liked it cause it has air con :3
Sat next to Meldon . Cause I thought Amanda want sit with Angie .
In the end , she came in front of us -_- .
Then yeah . Took pictures with Ms Chow cause she going byebye .
Chinese was okay . She became , nicer :o
PC , LOL . I was with MOMIN . So easy .
We had to find someone with 3 similiar letters .
HAHAHAHA , YANMIN , MOMIN . MINS :D .
Then Momin said Meldon , Melvin , him & I should be the Melmins LOL .
Then watched the stupid thing .
Went for lit after that , the badminton baby :D
It was so damn fun :D
I love badminton-ing with girlfriend :D
Love you babe ♥
Played til 5 then went home with Malcolm hahaha :D

Kay , people pity me ):
I'm injured ): Why ? Cause that asshole Melvin == .
I was scratched on my arm and knee by the AVA room de table :@
Asshole .

Kaykay people , I am offffffffff .
I dont know what I'll be doing .
But most likely I'll be helping Meldon sound the horn -_- .
For the whole of 3 days .
Cause he went camp -_- OMG .
Kay la , I want go do other thing also .
Bye .

- We will be BestFriendsForever :D .

It's just the thing you'd do .

2010-03-12T02:12:00.004+08:00

Hello people .

Today was such a nice day . Sort of .
Pangseh-ed Bestfriend .
Was supposed to go out watch movie .
But then Amanda-Jane said she didnt feel like it == .
BALLOON POPPER .
Pangseh-ed Yikai . Aww , so sorry ):
My mum said the nicest things today OMG .
" Just dont bother about her . " I LOVE IT <3 !!
So , went to eat at SP .
Michelle came halfway and started making us laugh HAHAHA .
And then we couldnt eat . Cause too busy laughing LOL .
Thanks alot Michelle , thanks alot LOL .

Tomorrow have training .
Cant wait for it OMG . I love it :D
Wearing purple with girlfriend :D
Kay la , I go study already .
Bye .

- Dont throw your dirty work to other people .

You're what's wrong .

2010-03-10T01:04:00.000+08:00

Hello .

Yesterday was a damn tiring day .
The whole damn day I was damn tired .
But during class time I still had some laughs :D
Badminton only made it worse .
And somehow , during badminton , Jewel and my mood suddenly go down .
Like very suddenly :/
Dont know what happen , sian .

Today , nothing much happened , really .
I actually did maths in maths .
Hahahah , that's not surprising though .
I always do maths in maths . But this time , real serious .
Too serious already , then become emo , WTF .
Went to visit mydearman after school :D
Went with Loveeeely , Sweetheart , Daffy , Jiangworm , Melvin and Yikai .
I was damn tired that's why I wanted to go home early .
But no , Loveeeely needed her sleep == .
Wake her up go home she dowant .
Then later at 5.15 , yaye . Go home .
Melvin and Yikai made me take 173 which is so damn bloody long .
And I wanted to reach home earlier WTF .
Can reach home at 6 , become reach home at 6.45 . BITCH LA .
Then tio whack by that Melvin .
I cried you know LOL . Too pain la , one on the back .
It's like the other time Daffy hit Bestfriend by accident .
Then she got tear roll down . Same for me .
RETART . I NEVER WANNA GO HOME WITH THEM AGAIN .

K , Im gonna go now .
Gonne colour dnt == . If not get scolded .
And also doing maths .
And revising bio .
And reading abit of chinese .
WTF , I have to do so many things and it's 1 now == .
Bye .

- I really can't stand it . I thought I could but ..

Cross country , Westmall , JP .

2010-03-07T02:57:00.002+08:00

Hello .

Sorry for not blogging the whole week .
Couldn't find time to .
From Monday to Wednesday , I was choinging d&t .
Then in the end still cannot do finish .
Then she go say I so slow .
Asshole . And I know she thinks I'm not spending my time on d&t .
Dude , I keep doing d&t until all my other subjects fail .
What'd you call that huh ? Retart .

K , anyway , I dowant to talk about the whole week .
So I'll just talk about Friday :D

Friday , 5th March ( Cross Country ) ♥ :
In the morning , met Bestfriend and Twinneh .
Cabbed to Japanese Garden , woo .
Saw where Yuan Ching was HAHAHAHAHAHA , JEWEL .
Then reached and Raymond Phua was so damning fast == .
K , then attendance and all the shit .
Then took pictures non stop ! Like so siao !
Alot of pictures man ! Then went to a rock :D
Took pictures , then Christine Tan ask Rachel tell us go back .
Damn LOL . If not can more pictures one lor :(
Jewel dont be sad about your run luh D:
It's okay de okay de :D It's not your fault .
Ran for fun run . Then back ached halfway . Shits .
Got a free bottle ( which btw , sucks alot like hell ) .
Then went to sit down . Then took pictures still ♥
Then giving out the prize de thingy hahahahahah .
Stupid Loo Jinsen supposed to sit with me == .
But never >:@ . NEVERMIND , FAZRI SAT WITH ME :D
Then gave out the prizes .
Meldon Lim congrats , 2nd for Upper Sec boys (Y) .
Then after that Bestfriend wanted her apple .
But the apple dont know go where already .
So head back to the MRT direction . Then Loveeeely uh .
That woman was drinking orange ! HAHAHAHAHAH .
Then I want . Then went back to get orange :D
We filled 3 bottles full of it :D Mr Lim say more better :x
Then went MRT . Yikai took MRT with us :D
But I tell you ah . I feel like killing both Jiatung and Amanda == .
Everytime ah , EVERYTIME . They walk together only ah .
They walk so MOSO FAST LIKE SOME DOG == .
Then always Jewel and I wondering , " Eh , we walk very slow isit ? "
BUT WE WERE WALKING NORMAL LUH WTH . Anyway , yeah .
We went to west mall . Wanted Sakae . But only at 3 :(
So we went swensens :D Ate baked rice . It was awesome :D
Then we took like a bunch of photos there can :D
Just kept spamming :D ♥ But then hor .
That Lim Jiatung hor , SPAM UNGLAM ):
Then me and Jewel spam nice one lor . Then she spam unglam :(
Then Jewel & I wanted to go up .
But Jiatung and Amanda dowant , they stayed at May Fashion .
Then whatever lor HAHAHAHAHA . We just went up to random shops :D
Then went to Hallmark and Precious Thoughts .
Bought my mother's birthday present there :D
Then saw Zhiting , Xinlei , Jean and Moe I think .
Then yeah hahahahahah . Went Comics Connection .
And Jiatung and Amanda were there .
Then slacked there for some time .
Bought Annmarie and Jieling's present there :D
Then we wanted to take neoprints .
The realised we need the card ! But we dont have !
So went to look for Zhiting they all AHAHAHAHA !
They were at the library ! We went there and saw them :D
We asked for a card and Zhiting already have one :D
So yaye , but no money . So have had to trouble them ):
But it was damn funny ! We snuck in AHAHAHAHAHA !
And we took the neoprints ! Thanks loads to Zhiting :D
We had fun editting :D It was nice :D
The neoprints were damn nice ! We're gonna stick it on our phones ! ♥
The small small ones .
According to Jewel : If you dont stick somewhere confirm lost one .
K , anyway , then we walked around alittle longer .
Then Jiatung had to go already :(
So Jewel , Amanda and I went to JP together :D
JEWEL , AMANDA , STSU :D ! AHAHAHAHAHAHAA . ♥
Anyway , went there , saw like tons of people we know ?
We saw Annmarie & friends , Junjie & friends .
Then we walked almost everywhere OMG . Legs so tired :(
Walked from JP2 to JP1 back to JP2 :/ Damn tired :(
So we went to Burger King , and we saw ?
Jinglin , Gervais , Phontakorn , Dingming , Weixian .
Sat there for awhile , Junjie & friends came == .
Then we sat awhile longer then went home already .
Wanted to go home and sleep :)
Took MRT with the guys :o
Then home I wassssssssssssss :D
Fun day on Friday , fun day :D

- Jewel , Amanda , Jiatung ttmax ♥

Stressed out .

2010-03-01T00:45:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps .

That's right , I'm still awake .
Boo . LOL , lame .
Anyway , yes . I'm awake doing homework .
This is so stupid . I'm doing summary -_- .
Oh , and tomorrow have maths test .
I'm gonna die already ): !
I havent even read a single thing about it and yeah .
I'm so sad man .
I'm faling every subject ):
Well , except english . Oh , I failed one chinese test .
So dog . So yeah , my chinese is pulled down .
I got A2 for my chinese test .
But I dont know how much , and mine is counted low -_-
I think . Gosh , my class' chinese standards are high .
Shit , my chinese is gonna be like dick .
Sian . My mother's gonna cry when she sees my PPR .
Oh , and I havent done dnt .
Like seriously , I'm gonna die .
Have to hand in file on wednesday , shit .
I'm damn dead .
Unless for 2 nights , I dont sleep .
And just keep doing homework like some dog .
Damn retart la . I hate thinking about a soloution .

K , I'm off already .
To do homework , so I wont really get scolded .
Bye .

- There's nothing to be happy or sad about .

True or false .

2010-02-28T02:38:00.003+08:00

Hello people .

Friday was awesomezxc .
The lessons suck , dont worry .
After school stay back for chinese -_-
Then later yeah .
Walked to SP with Clarissa ♥
Didnt know if should go JP or go home .
So we played scissors paper stone .
She win , go home . I win , go JP .
I won , so we went JP .
We went there walked around .
Found the Hazel , Janice , Bryan , Junxian , Melvin , Yikai .
Table was full so went to another one :)
Clarissa and I can seriously go highhighhigh :D
K , then walked around the place .
Bought things , then went home :)

Today was flag day , woo :D
Actually no mood one , then come school .
Then collect everything . Went lot .
Girlfriend , Clarissa , Michelle & Loveeeely as company :D
Ate breakfast . Then suddenly like veh fun hahahah .
Oh , at lot , got this damn cute boy luh :3
Cause Clarissa and Loveeeely went toilet .
Then Michelle sitting down reading newspaper .
Girlfriend accompained me to buy thing :)
Then later we walking back the time .
Hear until money drop into can liddat .
We turn , saw one really veh cute small boy putting in money .
So cute sia :3 !
We havent even start collecting yet people give money already hahah .
Somemore is 5 tins , all $1 ley :o
The mother damn nice siol . And the boy is cute :D
K , anyway . Walked around cck that area .
Then went woodlands . Cause lot too many competition :@
Then we go the dk where , keep asking people :)
We stand there people come give us :D
Girlfriend , Michelle and I stand at the coming out there .
Then Clarissa and Loveeeely like shy , dowant come .
Stand at one ulu ulu corner LOL .
I remembered ! I got 6 $2 notes :D !
Hahahah , Girlfriend and Michelle jealous :x
I like it when small kids just run up to you and dong coins :)
They look damn cute :D
Then Clarissa and Loveeeely went back first .
Girlfriend , Michelle and I stayed :)
We felt like collecting more money .
Like feel so good liddat hahahahahahah .
Then after that , collect money until okay already .
We went macs :) Then went to take bus . But wrong one -_- .
Then reached commonwealth at at 2.30 ?
& then the journey there , dear Girlfriend was crazy .
About what ? Some Yuan Ching guy -_- .
Then Michelle kept disturbing her HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH .
It was so funny I laughed like some mad dog LOL .
" WHAT - EV - VER " HAHAHAHAH , actions damn ghey la Michelle .
" Shitdog " HAHAHAHAHAH .
Then I remembered she said whatever then spit saliva onto her phone LOL .
Ohohoh , & I kept playing with Michelle's phone .
Then play until less then 20% battery :x
SORRY MICHELLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D
Waited for Girlfriend's bus 30 -_- .
Then Michelle and I missed our opposite 176 and 30 .
Damn nice I tell you . Damn hot la the weather LOL .
Her bus 30 come , then we go other side take bus :D
Talked with Michelle for awhile .
Laughed like some mad dog , then both bus come same time :D
Went home after that . Tired .
But nooooooo , I cant sleep .
Retart .
It's okay ! Today was a really fun day !
Today is going into my forever love day ♥
Thanks Girlfriend . Thanks Michelle .
These 2 assholes make me laugh like some shitdog hahahaha :D

Shits , I'm damn bored now .
Randomly playing online games like some shit .
K , I'll continue playing .
Bye .

I dont know what you're thinking .
I dont want to know .
But I want to know to stop beliving .

- A good deed was done today .
But it doesnt mean good things will happen .

Let's just see what happens .

2010-02-26T01:56:00.003+08:00

Hello .

Dog . I havent do finish work yet -_- .
Dog , I need to read the bloody xin jia po zai .
Tomorrow got some dick test on it . From page 1 - 22 ?
And I'm only at page 7 fuck .
OMG , I really wanna fall sick la .
I too damn bloody busy already can .
I hate teachers . Give so much homework like some dog .
And I got geog . Plus the fuck teacher is Rosnah .
Like some dog . Neh do homework confirm kb like some DOG .
Eh wait , she is one . Bitch .
And tomorrow got fucking bu ke . Cheebye laaa .
Teacher friday afternoon no life doesnt mean we dont have k .
Even my father said I'm PRESSURIZED from work . dick .

Today went Queensway with Girlfriend and Michelle :D
Laughed like some mad dogs .
Really damn fun la .
Michelle ! * Disappointed face * HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH .
& the way Michelle eat cold and hot things HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH :D
Keep making us laugh :) Cant find any nice bags to buy .
Jewel set ! Buy same bag and shoebag :D
Went to ahma house after that :)
OMG I will remember this day man . It's so damn funny !

Lessons were boring as usual .
Ss had test . Nervous like a dog -_- .
PE , I didnt go HAHAHAHAHAH .
Leg was pain anyway , run then will die already .
Clarissa and I slept during chinese hahahahah .

K la , I go do my work already .
Can die one sia this asshole work .
Bye .

- Do you even know what's happening ?

I guess that's just life .

2010-02-24T23:16:00.000+08:00

Hello people .

Today is such an idiot day .
I like what ? Wanted to sleep for dnt & bio .
Lynnkong even said what idk what thing . Dont care .
She asked why I sleep so late .
I tell her doing dnt .
She see my work , she diamdiam .
Then suaysuay ask where is the problem thingy .
I neh bring . Tio suan . Wth .
English test -_- . Then had to chiong to ava room .
Leg effing pain sia . Then she go push faster -_-
Even more pain siol . Like some dog .
Ate lunch with Michelle and Clarissa .
Then gathered at the place with Michelle :)
Go NUS for NE learning journey what cock man .
Looked at the stuff . Got scared at sime -_- .
Then came back to school .
Waited for Jiangworm with Melvin and Yikai . Cause I going JP .
My mother fetching me from there :o
Waited so long for that guy , when walking to SP OMG .
I was left so behind . They all talktalktalk until walk so fast .
Retart . Then took mrt woo ! Then reach woo !
Then so nice when we reach taxi stand my mother come woo !
Then went home :)

No homework today .
Except dnt , but yeah .
That one is everyday also got something new F .
Tomorrow got ss test dog .
Need to memorize . I shall rest awhile then study :)
If not comfirm die one . OMG I hate my resuts ):
Dog , I cannot fail this test == .

Well , I'm off to rest before studying :)
Bye .

- The pain I'm going through everyday .

Tired .

2010-02-24T04:20:00.000+08:00

Well , I cant believe it .
It's 4am now and what ?
I still havent do finish dnt .
Seriously . I dont feel like giving a damn .
I just feel like pushing these work to march hols .
Damn whut luh . Holidays I think I will finish lo .
But it's not . And it's so stupid .
I wish I could be absent later man .
I'm gonna sleep in class later man .
Confirm plus chop one .
Which class should I sleep during .
I want dnt but I dont think I can .

Okay , I will go do dnt now .
It's so stupid .
Bye .

- I havent even had a proper sleep .

Covering up lies with more lies .

2010-02-23T22:45:00.003+08:00

Hello .
I'm supposed to blog yesterday but I didnt hahah .
So sorry . Because my father didnt bring latop home -_-
Si-too-pi-de . And now I have no time for dnt -_-
God , I like that subject but ..
Yeah .. I dont like the work given .
TOO PRESSURIZINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG FUCK == .

K lets talk about yesterday OMG .
Had compre test . I wanted to sleep ):
Had badminton yesterday also :D
Finally after so long wth man wth HAHAHAH .
I just miss my peeps .
I dont really care if it's pt or not .
Just as long I'm with my badminton crew :D
Did pt . 120 squats :o We all died on that hahahah .
JEWEL WEE I LOVE YOU ♥
Goodness that's random like some shit dog LOL .
But it's true anyway :D

Today , hahahahahahah .
I learnt sthg during maths lesson .
MUNIR IS THE COOLEST & TRUMAN IS THE GHEYEST .
Hahahahahahahahah , I said I'll write that so yeah .
Plus it's really true -_- .
Anyway , had bio test . Somehow , I think I'm gonna fail .
Yes people , because I didnt have time to read the book .
Why ? Idk . I was doing maths WTF .
Oh , chinese was damn fucking .
Yangmehmeh is damn effing got some mental prblem .
She's so shits . I wanna complain ):
I wanna complain about so many things .
OMG , my studies are WTF k .
I havent pass any fucking test yet you know .
Except chemistry . But some fail .
Ss , fail . Unless I memorize like some dog for thursday .
Lit , fail . 2 fucking marks .
Maths , fail . A fuck 8 . Like some dog .
English I pass also . Thank god .
Chinese , that dog havent give back test paper .
Yes , she's been keeping it until now . DOG .
Geog , fail . A fuck 10.5 man . Shitass .
And somemore , I actually went and fucking read geog .
But I think I was too tired then nothing went in .
Whatthefuck man . Last year never study still can pass .
This year like some dog la . Study then fail .
Damn la . Now I feel like crying like some mad dog .
Okayokay . Dont talk about this already -_-
Today I went home alone . Yay . Alone .
My ass man . Alone sucks . You'll be thinking of everything .
Which is why I can go school alone but not go home alone .
I FEEL LIKE DOING NOTHING .
Why cant the day be like 48 hours ?
Then school time still the same .
Then I can study properly OMG . Now I'm like some shit .

What are you doing ? I dont like this .
Like seriously . Everything is already falling apart for me .
Why are you adding to it ?
Is it a must for you to add to it ?
I'm gonna die soon and I dont want to think about this .
I'm sorry , it's not dont want .
Is I have completely no time to think about this .
But yet you're just trying to squeeze it into my schedule .
Like I have not enough problems .
I dont know what to say about this .
You may have things I dont . I dont care anymore .
If it is a must , I dont care . I dont want to have it .
True colours will then all be exposed .
I dont like this . Seriously .
What is wrong ? Me ? You ? He ? Her ? We ? Them ?
It's not worth my time .
It may be worth others , but not me anymore .
I wont think about this anymore .
The only thing I will remember is this .
Was that it was my fault .
From the very beginning .
From the very start .
The second I chose this .
It was just purely my fault .

- Sooner or later . I'll just wait for that day .

Starting from now .

2010-02-21T23:54:00.001+08:00

Oh yeah sorraye people .
I forgot to tell , I deleted my onsugar :)
Cause I now one blog also cannot handle .
Still want to handle 2 blogs ?! OMG SIA LOL .
So yeah , I deleted it .
OMG , seriously , I just feel like typing crap here -_- .
So sorry people who are reading .
You see , today I so bored until blog 3 times .
OMG like some dog .

Dog dog dog dog dog dog dog dog dog .
Clarissa's favourite word hahahah .
OMG soon it's gonna be my favourite word =_= .
Thanks uh Clarissa , thanks uh LOL .

Oh folks , guess what ??
Clarissa just told me .
Tomorrow no effing maths .
Whattheshit . Then I chiong maths for what dog =_= .
See , dog again :/
Very influencing uh that word hahahahah .

Oh and since I dont need to chiong maths .
Im gonna be posting somemore later :x
I'll post facebook notes :)

My posts have more and more paragraphs I noticed -_-
Oh I got english homework havent do yet .
Oh tomorrow got english test .

Okay people , I shall do english first .
Then later come back and post :)
Bye .

- It's gonna start changing soon .

Maths can kill my hair colour .

2010-02-21T23:18:00.000+08:00

Seriously , I dont like doing maths ._.
I dont understand it OMG .
Been trying to do maths since just now but ..
CANNOT DO . DK HOW TO DO WL ):
SO SADZXC . So yeah , I come and blog again .
Idk why but yeah .
Maybe because I'm trying to make up for not blogging for so long .
So here I am . So bored .
And my brain is hurting .
From thinking about dnt and maths OMG .
These subjects make me wanna grow white hair .
Eh no , is make me grow white hair == .
And maths and dnt are making my life like shits .
Especially dnt OMG . So must PRESSURE .
Most of us like dnt , but dont like PRESSURE OMG .

Okay , I'm gonna go and try to do maths again now == .
Bye .

- Maths gives me headaches =_= .

This is just the beginning .

2010-02-21T20:34:00.018+08:00

Sorry people .
Had some internet problem .
Father waiting for some promotion thing .
So for now , I'll be using his laptop .

Long time no blog like some dog .
I'm learning dog from Clarissa hahahah .
Bad influence :x HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA .

Oh yeah before I forgot .
On the 10th of Febuary :

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHCHEE :D !

On the 15th of Febuary :

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR :D !

On the 20th of Febuary :

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAPAT :D !

Today went to library :)
With who ? Michelle and Clarissa laaaaa .
Then think for 1 hour , cannot think already .
Hair turning white already la Michelle hahah .
Then went IMM , cause my sister wanna eat .
Yes people , my sister was with me today .
Dont worry , I didnt like it :)
Anyway , went IMM . Subway :)
Got lost with Clarissa hahahah .
How can that even happen ? Yeah idk LOL .
Think even more , then ate , then think again .
Then we anyhow already hahahah , started playing alr .
Anyhow draw on the paper HAHAHAH .
Then look at videos in Michelle's phone .
Then Michelle go crazy already hahahah .
Then Clarissa and I , mostly me , laughed like some dog .
Then 5 went home hahahahahah .

I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ♥ Jiatung and Jewel :D
The wonderful Js ♥ .

K , I need go do homework already .
If not tomorrow I goodgame already :s
Bye .

PS. SO SORRY PEOPLE . Your Valentine's Day gift hasnt been prepared yet .
I'm so sorry . I had no time to shop .
Gimmeh a longer time k . Forgive me (:

What is this ? What are we playing ?
I dont want to play this . I wanna get away . I wanna quit .
I dont like this feeling . It's sucking the eff life outta me .
How did it become like this ? I want to end it .
I dont feel like going there . I wanna run .
But can I ? Can I ?!
It's not working . The more I do this , the more pain I feel .
What the hell do I want ?
Idk . Why the hell am I like that ?
Idk . I'm confused right now . Everything's wrong .
Nothing's right . I'm blur right now .
I cant see anything at all .
And if things are still gonna be like that .
I rather not see anything at all . Stay blur , stay blind .
Stay like that , stay confused , stay like nothing's wrong .
But can I bear it ? I dont think so .
I cant stand being this way .
But then right now , I'd rather be this way .
Shit you . Damn you . Everything .
I dont want it to be like this .
I dont know about you . But why is it like this ?
I dont know . Right now , I wanna know .
Then again , I dont wanna know .
The fault will be mine wont it ?
I rather not know then . I dont want to .
Is it your fault ? Is it my fault ? Whose is it ?
We will not know will we ?
Is it mine ? I think so ? Yeah sure .
Whatever . Yeah it's me , yeah it's me .
My fault I'm feeling this way .
Right from the start , it was all my fault .
Right from the start .

- Shit , I feel like shit now .

2010-01-30T22:01:00.002+08:00

Is it me ? Or is it you ? Im not sure .

Hello people .
Sorry , I know I said I'll post everyday .
But I cant o: . I have no internet now :/ .
Using my father's laptop . So yeah .
Plus he doesnt really bring it home .
Just quarrelled with my sister , seriously . I hate her .

K , I've been really busy all week OMG .
And now I still need to do dnt online .
WTF , I hate it . Seriously . I dont even know why I have to do it .
It doesnt help in any way you know .
Plus Im effing busy . Like she doesnt know like that -.-

Im so sorry about that . Okay , I cant remember anything o:
Im so sorry people . Lets just list down the people I love :x
Remember , not in any order :D

- Lim Jiatung , Bestfriend .
- Jewel Wee , Girlfriend .
- Amanda-Jane Tan , Loveeeely .
- Hazel Lee , Sweetheart .
- Truman Tan , Mydearman .
- Gervais Chee , Ahchee .
- Jiang Junxian , Jiangworm .
- Meldon Lim .
- Melvin Phua .
- Tan Yikai .
- Glenn Ang .
- Ng Jinglin .
- Hannah Yeo .
- Annmarie Chia , (L) .
- Grace Ho , Hoho .
- Angie Law , Red House Twinneh .
- Teo Yengting , Evil .
- Loh Jiaying .
- Isabel Yap .
- Teo Jieling .
- Eleanor , Loveeee .
- Elaine , Loveeee .
- Charlene , Loveeee .
- Ivan , Loveeee .
- Dexter , Loveeee .

Boy , that's one long list :/
Those are clique , badminton & lovee people :D
See Im so nice . I love so many people :D
I just have nothing better to do .
It's either this , doodling or doing dnt .
I choose this :D later dnt .
Then doodling . Cause my father's laptop is gone tomorrow ):
Because he needs it ): If not confirm later doodle first ._.

K la , I need go do homework already .
Bye .

2010-01-24T16:40:00.000+08:00

I dont want it to be the way I think it is .

Ohhhkay , I changed my skin .
But I dont think it has any difference ._.
I think , I should find some background .
Some nice grey background to fit this . I think .
I shall do that one fine day .

Anyway , I didnt blog the whole week :o
So sorry peepayes . I had no time -.-
Thanks to homework and such .
Badminton especially .

I cant really remember everything that happened this week .
So im very sorry k :)

But I remembered that I went K with Elaine yesterday :D
Damn fun k .
But also , damn cold OMG . Can die .
We jumped up and down and up and down to keep warm .
But it only helped her , not me ):
Then still got one iced coke there -.-
But we ordered 2 hot milo , HAHAHAHAHA .
Reached home at 4 . Collapsed LOL .
And since the whole week I was so busy .
Yes , I havent done a single homework .
Congrats Yanmin . You're gonna get scolded ._.
Unless you choing all now .
And the worst thing is , d&t .
Great . You have to search for some stupid gadget .
How amazing . And it's gonna cost you alot of time .
Great . No more time for other homework .
BITCH .

K , should get started on homework already .
Bye .

2010-01-18T01:34:00.001+08:00

You are so gonna die one day . One fine day .

Okay , my onsugar is dying already haha .
That's cause Im too lazy to log in to blog there :x
So sorry my dear onsugar . Gonna delete it :)
One fine day I shall do that .
Someone remind me that one fine day .

It is now 1.23am . Great . I should be sleeping .
But why arent I ? Easy , homework .
Bitch . Like seriously . I hate homework .
Espeically the english one . Cause that's the only one .
I always dont know how to do english homework .
How is that even possible OMG .
And then you people must be thinking .
" Got homework to do still play computer . "
Well , Im telling you , it is cause I cant stand my stupid sister .
She's such an asshole .
Like seriously . I hate her . Think what sia .
She kick me , I never kick her back is cause I still give her face .
Dont let her fly to the other side of the room .
Still can hit and kick . Asshole .
Dont worry , I will hit her . When she's sleeping .
Or , I can always just go into her audition account .
Then go hack >:D . Sell all her things .
Then buy all the ugly things for her :) .
I liddat say only , she cry only siol .
See if she still wanna come disturb me .
Then she go tell my mother my pwd got fuck . Stupid .
Then my mother scold me . Bloody bitch .
Okay people . See the hatred ? LOOK AT THE HATRED .
It is just that much . Actually , even more :)
Cause she effing just keeps barging into my room .

K , shall blog about her tomorrow .
If I want to and she pisses me off badly .
Now Im gonna go do english . @#$%^&*(*&%@#$%*( .
Bye .

2010-01-16T14:56:00.000+08:00

That's the problem isnt it .

Yesterday , father fetched to school again .
Humans the whole day sia . Can die .
Then assembly , was late :)
So sat with Bestfriend and her class :D
& Prathap still kept catching my hair .
Like seriously , what is their problem ?
It's my hair , not theirs .
Then went for badminton . Im such a nice senior .
I went and train the secondary ones ^^ .
Then played doubles with Girlfriend :) .
Yeah , Im nice haha .
Then went home . Went Dover with Bestfriend .
Met Jinglin on the way there .
He so kind sia , wait for Bestfriend .
Then almost miss his train :') . So nice .
K , then went home .

Sigh , work is crap .
Like seriously . & I cant go out .
Need to do homework and chores .
OMG , can die . I dont like homework .
Especially the english and d&t ones .
BECAUSE THEY ARE THE ONLY ONES .
Besides maths which can be completed in 15 minutes .
Or maybe even less OMG .
K , like I said , alot of homework .
So Im gonna get going now .
Bye .

2010-01-14T17:09:00.002+08:00

You never think about me , do you .

Joshua's day today .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSHUA TAN :D .

Hello people :)
Father fetched me to school today .
Dont know why I was so effing tired .
Slept in the car .
The whole time the only words I heard was " new phone " .
But I didnt reply because I didnt want to .
Just continue sleeping , dont care .
Was early by what ? Around 5 minutes liddat .
Then went down , clipped hair _I_ .
Forgot forgot forgot .
Gotta clip hair again for d&t _I_ .
Seriously . What is with Prathap & Lynnkong's problem with my hair ?!
It's mine not theirs right .
After school went home with Bestfriend & Girlfriend :)
963 with Bestfriend home while Girlfriend went wcp buy laksa .

K , at home now .
Gonna go study now .
Or at least try to .
It's raining now , awesome .
Bye .

PS. You're just making me more depressed & I bet you dont even know .

2010-01-13T23:43:00.001+08:00

Well , this is funny .

Came school with Clarissa today :)
Was early . Well , not as early as yesterday but yeah .
Got sent out of class for social studies .
No textbook . Fuck .
I was looking forward to english .
I wanted my compo back , but no , cant . Why ?
Cause we have to spent time pronouncing words . So fun -.-
Lame . Seriously , no kidding .
Went for the dental thing thing , so awesome ._.
Skipped some bio . But alot of maths , asshole D:
PC was such a total idiot . It's the lamest I tell you .
Seriously , I dont like PC . Wonder why there's such a thing .
Xiwen joined badminton :D
So went to hall together :)
But I was too anxious to play , then yeah .
After badminton , went home .
Went home with Jiangworm , Melvin , Junwei & Yikai .
I wanted to go home with Bestfriend .
Would have been so much better k ):

K , anyway . Just finished d&t .
How awesome . It's all crap though . So yeah .
I am barely awake .
But I cant effing sleep IDK WHY OMG , GO AND DIE .
K , Im gonna go dk do what now .
Bye .

PS. Ohohoh , Ahchee said my phone repair need $40 ):
& Im using my own money . Because my father dont want give ):
BUT NEVERMIND . IT'S MY DEAR , I CANT LET IT DIE LIKE THAT .
SO NO MATTER HOW MUCH IT COSTS , I WILL LET YOU LIVE :D

2010-01-12T22:54:00.004+08:00

Just call me nuts .

School with Clarissa .
We were actually early today :)
So early til the first bell ring we there liao .
Then wanted to hide from Lynnkong .
So kept standing next to & talking to Jinglin :)
Then finally okay la , go to class .
She caught me for my hair again .
Just said was because I choing out of house .
Oh , Prathap doesnt understand choing HAHA ._.
Anyway , maths was okay . I think .
Geog uh , help that ANGIELAW do her work siol OMG .
Then chinese I wanted to sleep .
Took Ahchee's phone heh heh heh . Idk why though :x
Cme , got poked by stupid Phua ):
Then went for d&t . Went back to class after that .
Then went to look for Bestfriend they all .
Bf had stomach ache ): Sad siol .
Gave Ahchee his & my sony W910 .
He gonna ask his father repair my W910 !!
I love Ahchee ♥.♥ . And my W910 ♥♥ .
Then went home with bf while the rest ate .
The rest : Lovely , Sweetheart , Girlfriend , Jiangworm , Junwei , Jaryl / YAHLOW ( I forgot which one , or maybe both ) , Mingpeng .

And seriously luh .
Teachers like wtf luh .
So much homework , so little time .
This is called shits .
Fml man .

PS. Sorry luh ANGIELAW .

2010-01-12T00:28:00.001+08:00

The past . The present . The future .

Just saw last time photos of mydearman and OMG .
He was effing cuter than now .
No offence about how you look now .
You look nice & still cute and all .
But you look cuter last time hahah .
I still remember your first , " Fuck " .
& last time , the way I post was damn FUCK .
Now it's so much better , I think .

K , today nothing much happened .
Oh I choinged school with Clarissa today , acually ran (:
Lucky , we were not counted late . Or else uh .
Im gonna be so damn effing pissed LOL . Anyway .
Gao Qiang just kept making people like me laugh . As usual .
Seriously , when I was like in lower sec , time passes past .
Now , in secondary 3 , time passes real slowly .
I dont know what the hell this is but Im upset .
Anyway , badminton today , at 4pm .
Then until 6pm . Then went home with Sweetheart , Jiangworm , Melvin , Yikai , YAHLOW , Junwei and Jaryl .
Sigh . I should have went home with Bestfriend .
I got poked like dk how many times by that Phua . Idiot .
Came home at like 7.30 ? Then straight away online .
Did d&t homework and double checked maths .
Then played computer ever since . Cool .
Oh shit , I just remember Im supposed to let my parents sign a form .
But I think they are sleeping now , great .
Just great .

K , I dont want to play anymore .
Bye .

2010-01-10T23:25:00.005+08:00

I never imagined I wont have a life .

Because of homework , I skipped television .
Because of homework , I skipped playing computer .
Because of homework , I skipped watching a movie .
Because of homework , I skipped going out .
Because of homework , I woke up early to do it .
& now , because of homework , I wont have a life .

School is getting more sucky the more I think of it .
Homework , homework & more homework on the first week .
Great .
Last time , the weekends seems to past so slowly .
Now , I dont know why , it just passes so quickly .
& I have no effing time to do my homework .
Trust me I hate school more and more .
It's like sucking the life out of people .
Secondary three sucks . Seriously .
If I can , I wanna fall sick .
I pray really hard I fall sick .
Once Im sick , I wont need to go to school .
Awesome (Y) .
But I know Im just dreaming .
I want it to rain , & then I walk under it .
For like countless of days .
Then I'll be sick . Dont need come school (Y) .

K la , I still need to go and finish up my essay .
Finish already then go sleep .
See , really no life right ? Last time where got sleep this time .
Bye .

PS. I suddenly have a very strong urge to change the skin to black .

2010-01-09T18:52:00.003+08:00

Though there were thousands , I still felt alone .

Okay , first things first .
Yesterday was Glenn's day . So yeah .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GLENN ANG :D .

Well , yesterday was nice wasnt it .
Bio was just sleepy .
Bored & so I doodled on my book , hah .
Melvin's stupid long leg stretched over -.-
& that guy effing kicked my chair twice & I screamed .
Chinese was as boring as ever .
That woman just dont know how to stop talking .
And just start teaching chinese .
Seriously , like some asshole .
So boring until I copy notes -.-
Asshole . Maths was okay .
Assembly . Gosh , I dont even wanna talk about it .
Stayed back . Cca open house .
Very good , was promoting badminton cca .
So pro I tell you . Just keep shouting .
& some idiot uh , IDK WHO AH , paste stupid thing on my hair .
Fuck . Hair you know . Tape you know . On hair you know .
I pulled some of my hair out OMG .
& then I pasted it on that person's face :)
Then stayed til around 3 ? Then wanna leave .
Then dragged til like what ? 4 then leave .
K , went home with Jiangworm , Melvin , Yikai .

K , wanna go finish homework then go ahma house .
Bye .

2010-01-07T23:13:00.000+08:00

Seriously , I'm confused .

Today , rained . & was wet :/
Came to school earlier by idk how many minutes only .
Got caught for rubber band colour .
Thanks Ain for the black rubber band :)
English started , felt like sleeping , seriously .
Biology was next , I closed my eyes and rested awhile .
Right when Prathap was in front of me , how cool .
Recess , went to print thing in library .
THANK YOU ANGIELAW . Said it many times alreay .
Thanks Clarissa for buying the d&t stuff for me :)
Wow , today I'm full of thankyous .
Then , d&t , Clarissa & I first to present -.-
Great , but good thing was both of us like not so nervous liddat .
Good (Y) .
After d&t , convinced Jinsen to put his things under table .
Went back to class with Clarissa & Jinsen .
Saw Jiatung with Amanda-Jane & Hazel . Ask them wait with Joshua HAHA .
Put the things already , went down .
Met them , waited for Jewel , then left .
Walked to 151 bus stop with Jiatung , Jewel , Malcolm & Mingpeng .
Then they left for lot . Jiatung & I went home .

K , gonna go watch tv now .
Sorry peeps .
Bye .

2010-01-06T21:23:00.000+08:00

I learnt the true meaning now .

Yo people .
Do I sound happy :) ?
Good . I shall sound happy for awhile .
Okay , awhile's gone .

Hello people .
Even though school start already ,
I'm gonna not let my blog die that fast .
So yeah . I'm gonna blog everyday .
Or at least try to .
Make a habit to tell the whole world what I'm doing everyday .
Wow , I'm so nice aye . Sucha joker -.-
Oh today Gao Qiang got changed to behind me -.-
He kept saying some funny things and I kept laughing .
Even mydearman was shocked , at least I think he was .
I have never laughed so much in my life .
No actually I have LOL , being lame here -.-
K , had chemistry test , last period .
Bestfriend , sweetheart & evil waited for me :')
I'm touched LOL . Went out with evil .
Went to lot one (: Walked & shopped . Then went home :x
Cause we went to the library & it made me sleepy :x
Sorry D: .
Well , gotta go do work now .
I can't believe I actually typed that sentence o: !
Bye .

2010-01-05T23:36:00.000+08:00

why now ?! why only now ?!

well , yeah . school reopen liao .
whoopie , im having the time of my life .
if you believe that , you obviously havent seen me .
well yeah . the class is , idk .
the teachers are like whatthefuck , that's for sure .
got test tomorrow you know . & im on computer -.-
got chemistry & some small geog test .
die already lor . i dont like LOL .
chemistry i dont mind , but the geog , teacher is like #$%^&* .
she gives me the feeling that whenever she ask me something ,
i will feel like i just dont care and just scold her -.-
that's bad . oh , got mskong & prathap for forms .
mskong , d&t & english . chem , valli .
lit , sanmugan . chinese ( OMG ) , yangmehmeh -.-
she still gives me a feeling like i just wanna rebark her .
dont care if she call my parents -.-
ehm , maths , mrkoh . pe , rossenah . then blahblahblah .
seriously OMG . i dont like sec 3 , it sucks to the core .
i want to be sec 2 again . i dont like sec 3 . it SUCKS .
like some shitty ass mama dog cat ass .
k , gonna go read through for tomorrow .
bye .

2010-01-02T19:44:00.000+08:00

i cant believe this is happening .

i . wanna . die .
school's starting on monday .
i dont know what to bring .
i dont know what to do .
everything . gosh .
im just bringing maths & science .
my mother say bring liddat can already .
great .
i totally hate school .
i wanna make the school regret .
k , dont wanna do anything now .
bye .

2010-01-02T03:25:00.006+08:00

stop the lies , start the truth .

HAPPY NEW YEAR , HAPPY 2010 .
whoopie , it's a new year .
everyone please clap . oh yeah . so awesome .
im so excited for sec three to start . whoopie .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHMA .
ahma's birthday today , 0101 .
celebrated by going to malaysia , great .
woke up effing early at 8 .
slept in the car for 2 hours ?! dk .
then ate . then went home . reached sing at 4 ?!
then went lot . then came back .
my grandpa is seriously damn cute -.-
k , yeah . im gonna go off now .
bye .

2009-12-30T20:53:00.001+08:00

once in a lifetime .

yesterday was awesome .
except in the morning . gosh .
3 hours of doing nothing whatthehell .
next time the guys have a match , IM NOT GOING D:
the girls just sat there and did nothing .
sleep , get scolding .
play handphone , get scolding .
listen music , get scolding .
one day , breathe also get scolding i tell you -.-
we only played ABIT at 11 . that's all .
then they gathered us , then abit more only -.-
& we had to do warmups & cooldowns -.- what for siol .
anyway , later actually wanted to go home .
but then later just went wcp with lovely .
we laughed alot :D all she do one la OMG .

amanda : eh yanmin , what's this ah ? * holds some chain thing .
yanmin : giraffe la .
amanda : * AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA
yanmin : what ?!
amanda : actually i know what is it . IT'S A DEER .
then amanda starts laughing like siao .
that thing is really stupid , it has a long neck -.-

amanda : eh yanmin , giraffe got 2 legs right ?!
yanmin : * AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA
amanda : eh no , 6 legs right ?!
yanmin : * AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA
amanda : yanmin ! how many luh !
yanmin : * AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA . 4 LUH ! what 6 ?!
amanda : OHHHHH . * AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA .
she doesnt know how many legs giraffes have .
from 2 , go to 6 . whatthehell LOL .

okay , & then we walked quite alot .
then she say i walk cross road to the bus stop myself .
okay lor . then i walk . then turn . she still there -.-
act cute sia that person , tied still want stand there LOL .
anyway , then went home :D

k , my tudou's working again .
bye :D

2009-12-20T05:42:00.027+08:00

you're just gonna to be an idiot in my eyes .

sorry for being dead . again .

thursday , 17 december .
well , badminton today . friendly match :s .
scared . lovely didnt come . came to school with bestfriend :D
then was first singles :/ coach said so .
effing lilyng didnt think so . asshole . think i not good enough .
anyway , yeah . lost :x . im telling you , the guys uh .
playing in the first court , they commented on EVERYTHING .
so irritating and pressurizing . but nehmind :/
what's done is done right hahah . not like we can change it .
then played doubles with girlfriend and bestfriend :D
lost and won . then the whole thing ended .
got scolded by lilyng . all she can say was my bad points _I_
then got the pre christmas thingy , so stayed back .
played with sweetheart , bestfriend , love , arynna , kennethquek , mingpeng . then bestfriend needed to go down . so yeah .
then later okay already , go down eat , yipee .
then went home with bestfriend :D chatted alot .
oh , on the bus , there was this effing guy who just kept looking at me .
felt like digging his eye out . anyway , then went home .

dk how many yesterdays ago was jiatung's birthday , 18 december :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIATUNG BF ♥ :D !
happy birthday my dear bestfriend .
you just turned 14 . and you still can forget hahaha .
you're one year older , you'll grow taller .
you'll grow smarter , you'll grow friendlier .
you'll grow healthier , you'll grow to be more of my bestfriend :D
even though we'll be in different classes next year ,
im sure we'll still be bestfriends !
i really hope your wish comes true :D
and lets not forget your dreams coming true too :D
i hope you enjoyed your birthday as well (:

i woke up late meeting jiatung again that day hahaha .
supposed to go to her house at about 10 plusplus .
but instead , i woke up at 10 plusplus .
and so , jiatung missed called about 10 times hahaha .
like the other time , except she missed called even more .
anyway , called her back , then went to change .
then left house . met her there at around 11 plus ?
anyway , walked around many times then chee & phua came .
then got them to take all the food then paid .
cabbed to jiatung's house , helped out .
we helped spread the sardines / eggs thingys on the bread .
then she went to pick mydearman , jiangworm , meldonlim .
and then fetch tanyikai also .
then they came up that time go and eat the beanbean thing .
meldonlim ate like what ? 3 to 4 bowls ? whatthehell .
anyway , went to jiatung's room , wanted to sleep .
but then she ask me to see which one for the guys .
then cannot . then the guys came in , choose the gifts .
then had to go down already . cause the thingy open .
the guys were very smart . leave the charcoal for me and bf to carry .
and i was effing weak , whatthehell .
on the way , girlfriend came :D she wore a dress (:
then she wanted jiatung to wear a dress with her hahahaha .
but she didnt hahahaha , jiatung keep saying too short .
then jiatung went to fetch yengting too :D ! she came !
then love and sweetheart came as well .
then later realised my present for evil was at bf's house .
so went up with bestfriend to take for her HAHAHAHA .
i hope evil liked her present >:D .
then went out to help out for the bbq pits thing .
helped mydearman & glennang :D the other one stupid one luh .
dont want to go and help them HMPH LOL .
then yeah , helped until i felt like sleeping .
then went inside . then went down with bestfriend (:
went to dip our legs into the pool :D then took her cake .
then went up and sat and do nothing , i think .
for awhile . then went down with the sh , lovely , love & the guys .
then they swam . well , mydearman & gervais swam . the rest shy -.-
then went up to cut cake hahahahahahahahahahaha .
then went down again after that . gf , sjw & evil left D:
the rest of us went down and play water again .
this time , all the guys swam . & took pictures with bf's cam .
the flash was !@#$%^&* bright k . only she was used to it .
the rest with say something after one photo .
then around 9 liddat , stopped . bf & i sent lovely to the bus stop .
then went to her house to take the bags :D
called my father to come fetch me HA . then yeah .
bestfriend sent me off & home i go :D
bestfriend , your party was AWESOME okay :D
i know you enjoyed alot of it :D cause got me :x

k , finally blog finish about this .
and so , now i shall be off HAHAHA .
bye .

2009-12-12T14:56:00.001+08:00

you're the dream i dont want and want to have .

sorry for being so dead .
didnt feel like blogging :x .
i was lazy that time , but now nothing to do so blog (:

5th december , saturday .
had baminton training :/ fetched sweetheart .
played and played all day but i was tired too .
eyes were going to close anytime soon .
wanted to go home , but then decided to go wcp .
went with sweetheart , jiangworm , junjie and kenneth quek .
jiangworm and kennethquek go another place eat .
while junjie and sweetheart stayed at the laksa place and eat .
watched chick vs dick while they ate .
then sweetheart took a longer time to eat finish hahaha .
SI JIANGWORM . SI JIANGWORM . SI JIANGWORM .
walked around then went home .
8th december , tuesday .
training today . jiatung went overseas D:
i so miss her okay . want her to come back now .
met girlfriend at the foyer and went up with her :D
anyway , training was as usual .
then after that went to queensway with gf , sweetheart & lovely .
later girlfriend need go do shirt , so left .
walked around as sweetheart wanted a shirt .
in the end , no money buy so yeah . left .
send her off to the taxi stand . then girlfriend came back :D
but then went off , so yeah .
then lovely & i went to meet the guys . she's damn scared -.-
i dont even know whythehell ._. then gonna reach them liao ,
she just suddenly push me into a shop ._. anyway , went macs .
then went to ikea to eat ._. then went home with lovely .
while the guys want to go lan and play .
in the end , they also go home . so took bus to clementi .
when lovely alighted , my eyes were effing tired already .
heard that si melvin say pangseh me now .
but he didnt know i close my eyes but HAVENT SLEEP YET .
stupid guy . but i opened my eyes and i glared at him .
then meldonlim dontknow say what about my stare -.-
scary ? i hope he said that hahahahahahhahahaha .
then went back into closing my eyes .
then reaching already , meldonlim tell me wake up , reach liao .
i open eyes say thanks , he thought i scold him then scold me sia :@
then anyway went home by mrt , can sleep :/
10th december , thursday .
training today . jiatung still isnt back yet D:
anyway , today was okay i guess .
went to school , training . wanted to go home .
but in the end went to wcp , again -.-
went with lovely , sweetheart , sjiangworm , mingpeng .
ate subway , played running . lovely's idea somehow .
SI JIANGWORM . SI JIANGWORM . SI JIANGWORM :D
then later went home . took 963 with swetheart and sjiangworm .
then they alighted , and i slept .
then went home , slept like hell .

sigh . seriously , if being a maid is like how my maid is .
whattheshits . maids are so slack .
i tell you what my maid does okay .
wake up later than my mother , sleep earlier than my mother .
only cleans the living room and parents room .
only make rice everyday and soup . lunch and dinner WTF .
wash clothes and hang them dry .
& the best part is , she WATCHES TELEVISION .
and what i do on the computer WTF .
especially when i watch pokemon or dk what shows on comp .
whatthehell sia . somemore she clean right .
is not clean one okay . the floor still sticky one ._.
&&& , the effing rice , is effing hard . like wtf .
then she also lies to my mother .
and she also tou chi things . shits .
and she doesnt wash the plates cleanly .
there will still be stains on them you know WTF .
lucky i will wash the things again sia .
if not i kenna poison already .
god .

okay , enough with my maid . dowant to talk about her .
I'M MISSING JIATUNG VERY BADLY NOW .
i want her back now ): i wanna tell her alot of things .
alot of things to tell her .
and we can continue discussing about some things :D
okay , i think im gonna go now .
bye .

2009-12-03T23:07:00.001+08:00

fish it all up .

" go to hell , & take your friends with you . "

badminton training today .
fetched bestfriend again today too (: . my parents like her :D .
anyway , reached & played . ms girlfriend scared me again .
gosh , she's mean LOL . anyway , sweetheart & love came .
followed by lovely . then lily ng came .
no letter , go home . so lovely & love went home to take .
then the rest kept doing drills .
girlfriend , coach's drills really help right hahaha !
we learnt that lesson today . then they came back .
then played even more .
all played doubles with their doubles except girlfriend & i together :D
played with lily . damn it , today keep hitting out .
if not is miss WTF . im pissed hahaha . but that's okay now .
after that suppose to go home .
but bestfriend , lovely & i stayed & watch lily ng play .
girlfriend went to the guy's training hahaha .
love was hungry so left for sweetheart's house with sweetheart .
then play halfway lily ng macbook POOF , off haha .
then went down , saw her , ask her give us a lift .
then she cannot cause need go bathe . then mr wong came .
then chatted with mr wong hahaha . then lily ng came back .
then talk to mr wong , then she went bathe .
then we ask mr wong give us a lift .
then he really give sia so nice :D his car is oldold one :x .
then he keep saying must close softly & blahblah haha .
fetched lovely to her bus stop & bestfriend & i to 184 bus stop .
then went home with bestfriend :D
left jewel's racket with her . gonna take it back from her tmr .

your bestfriend is here!

2009-11-30T16:17:00.006+08:00

haha, this is cool :) i'm posting on bestfriend's blog now... hohoho, jiatung is here! haha, i'm just being crazy, ignore me... right, bestfriend changed to onsugar and she asked me to help her blog here... well, i love my bestfriend. hahahahahahaha nothing to do now... feel bored. okay, hope she would post the class photos in the class blog by today. I LOVE YOU BESTFRIEND!!! if you would see it :0 what should i post up here?

right, i said i liked this photo didn't i? haha, this is so cool!!!

gtg now, bye people.

2009-11-30T02:11:00.002+08:00

i wont go through this no more .

heyoh people .
i just suddenly have an interest with onsugar LOL .
so i created one account :x .
http://thatprettysunset.onsugar.com/
so that means , i have two blogs .
heh heh heh . so yeah . it's just for fun .

sorry i havent been posting these few days .
i mean . nothing happened . totally nothing .
which is super boring .
these few days i come online , all i do is ..
facebook , petsociety , fishville , cafeworld etc.
oh yeah , & thanks to ele , im watching pokemon HAHAHA .
i was bored anyway . nothing better to do LOL .
okay , so im just gonna continue watching it so yeah .
bye .

2009-11-25T02:57:00.002+08:00

i dont know how you manage to do it .

class outing today , too bad the not everyone could come D: .
jiatung became my bestfriend today . from xoxo to bestfriend :B .

" things arent the way they were meant to be . nothing seems to go the way it's supposed to go . "

sigh , woke up late today -.-
what time did i wake up ? 10 . & im late , whattheshits .
supposed to meet bestfriend , gervaischee & melvinphua :x .
meet at ten mile junction , sheng shiong , at 9 :x .
so i woke up damn late hahahah . but i couldnt help it k .
i slept at only around 6+ okay , so i couldnt help it :x .
they must have cursed me like hell , saying why i so late hahahah .
anyway , woke up , then choinged to ten mile junction . woo .
reached in around 10 minutes :x . so cool sia . so yea .
reached at met them hahah ! first thing i did , i forgot :/
i remember taking chicken with gervais hahahah . then blahblahblah .
paid for the food OMG . byebye $50 liddat . gervais is $100 o_o , die .
packed the thingys , then went out to wait for a cab -.-
finally found one , cabbed to melvin's house .
melvin paid for the cab fare , hah . anyway , i had no strength D: .
early in the morning , just wake up , no energy :/ .
carry 3 bottles of drinks to me very heavy already OMG .
& i had difficulty walking cause it was heavy & etc. -.-
anyway , finally got inside his house , put everything down !
whoopieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .
& we put everything that needed to be put into the fridge into the fridge .
then , havent even rest enough yet , dk who say start to marinate already .
sigh , not even a single minute of resting D: . actually have :x .
anyway , yeah . melvinphua & gervaischee dk do what to the chicken .
then me & jiatung go & marinate . then yeahhh .
this carried on , until melvin's grandmother came home LOL .
ohohoh , jiatung & i got the oil thing thing on our shirts D: !
cannot come off sia whatthefuck ! im saded . my favourite tank top ): .
anyway , then melvin's grandmother started helping with everything :x
i felt bad :x . but she do finish damn fast siol . so yeah .
then she cooked for us things to eat also OMG . i feel very bad now :x .
i troubled an old lady , that's baaaaaaaad HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH .
yikai came at around 12 . to give us the containers to put the chicken .
melvin's grandmother packed the chicken for us , & i felt bad :x .
then we were gonna leave already , yayeeeeeeeeeeee ! took cab there :x .
jiatung paid :x , but it's okay . we all paid before already anyway :x .
well , except for yikai . he's not included HAHAHAH .
reached , & not everyone reached hahahah . yiqing , hoping ,linhan , deborah , fengen , zhineng & woontien reached only hahah .
the rest very pro , purposely very late one right hahahah .
gervais & i waited for the rest while the rest there went to the pit .
wow . mr wong came , then he dowant to wait for the people , so left -.-
pit 24 is so far away i tell you . lucky got friends to keep company .
anyway , reached . & they started doing the fire thingthing .
bestfriend started with her picture taking with everyone , sot one hahah .
im her first picture of the day again hahah ! for camp & today first !
im honoured siol bestfriend hahahah . first for both important occasions .
you are so loved for that :x . (L) (:D) (:}) (:B) (:3) yaye faces :} .
wanted to go cycling cause scared later will rain .
but then they wanted to wait first so okay lor , I GIVE IN TO THEM .
im such a nice person . wow , i must be high right now .
anyway , jiatung & i go & cycle hoping they all the bikes :x .
they werent using it & it was such a waste ! we help them waste bike time !
anyway , cycled . then the rest of the clique came . that's all .
when they came , rested awhile . then went to rent bike with bestfriend & lovely .
but we forgot need ezlink card . then all never take .
so call the guys come . thought only a few coming .
in the end , all the guys come siol . wa , our class is good .
so waited for them . but in the end , bestfriend that pro called hoping .
then our bikes are under hoping's ezlink hahahah . so good :} .
the cycled back to the place . I NEEDED A CLIP . my fringe was covering my eye .
even now when it's so short , it can still cover my eye , whattheheck .
anyway , then caught up with the guys . cycled with bestfriend at first .
then later her gear like no problem already , SHE GO ZOOM IN FRONT .
leave me at the back . then i cycle lonely-ly ): . see luh bestfriend .
ohohoh , mydearman & meldonlim rented a double bike , woo .
in the end , also not the both of them sit , whatthehell LOL .
anyway, later cycle . then almost to changi , then they want turn .
whattheshits . i ALMOST cycled to changi with my dear gervaischee !
so effing close ! chee , we must find another day already luh walao !
i dont care . that wants must be fulfilled ! a must okay .
so many times so close ley , then always must turn back , IM NOT HAPPY :@
LOL , im just joking . i had nothing better to do , what you expect :x .
anyway , the journey back cycled with gervaischee . was excellent !
he didnt pangseh me & go in front etc. so yeah , we cycled & talked !
it was so nice i tell you hahah . somemore we decided to cycle slowly .
which was good . cause my butt was starting to hurt & my legs are $%^&*( .
anyway , reached the pit . then rested awhile . then bestfriend say return .
then go return with bestfriend hahah . chatted . love the chatting (L) .
walked back , more chatting & janice came with lovely's bike .
then she went to macs . she waited for hoping there while we went back .
on the way back saw hoping & linhan , walking to macs hahahah .
& saw fengen & gerald on the double bike that truman & meldom rented hahah !
talked about lollipop bangbangtang hahah . so funny i tell you .
hor jiatung ? remember ahwei LOLOLOLOL ?! cant stop laughing !
anyway , reached the pit . when we go back , everyone went to macs -.-
yikai , jinglin & zhineng were left . joshua & jinsen were somewhere else .
playing zhineng / gerald or idk whose ds . like very fun uh .
go everywhere also must play something one . dont play will die liddat .
anyway , yikai started making the fire . i kept playing over there .
notice something . everytime yikai is serious , im joking .
then everytime im serious , he's joking . whattheheck , we're opposites .
anyway , yeah . then bestfriend pangseh luh hor JIATUNG PANGSEH .
run off the macs . then come back , then i say she pangseh already still run .
wa , damn pro sia . so yikai , jinglin & i decided , later treat them like invisible :x .
& we did . & whatthehell she kept poking me :x . then she blow me somemore !
HAHAHAH , then when she holding the thong & all , we will say ,
" eh , how come the stick & the thong floating uh ? how come ?! "
HAHAHAHAH , & i will add a " im scared " at the back . then she'll poke me .
then i will keep say , " eh , yikai , something like poking me ley ! "
damn funny sia . but it's okay . she knows we were playing with her .
so she just kept laughing & making us hahahah . pro sia she .
then later zhineng will say , " jiatung " .
then me / yikai will say , " jiatung ? jiatung ley ? she here meh ? i thought she go macs . huh , huh , huh , then pangseh us huh ? she here meh ? "
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH , but obviously jiatung , you know we mean no harm :D .
anyway yeah , it was so funny . cause yikai was cooperating with me (:D) .
then after that when all came back , i lazy already . then let melvin do the job .
but i just stand there . whenever the crabmeat okay , i will eat :x .
one crabmeat uh , that junxian give me . walao . so hot sia .
then later drop hahahahahahahahahahah . drop onto jinglin's leg :x .
then slowly , people started going home . so sad sia D: D: D: .
wanted to go beach with junxian . in the end , wrong side . then dowant .
wait for people . but in the end , i stayed with bestfriend .
then chatted even more . seriously , totally love the chatting (L) .
oh , i put-ted lovely's jerry yan thing in her bag .
i thought she'd notice . but sadly , i needed to tell her about it .
anyway , ate chicken wings with bestfriend on another bench .
then took more photos . omg , seriously , her camera flash is like wtf .
anyway , yeah . at around 9.20 , went to macs . father gonna come .
fetch me & bestfriend home . god , my father is " nice " .
said bye to the peeps there but they dont have manners to say bye back ): .
at macs while waiting , bought medium sprite . melvin scared me -.-
i didnt know mydearman & him were gonna go macs .
then he suddenly talk behind me , then i got s shock .
ohohohoh , bought vanilla cone for mydearman . then they waited with us .
then my mother wanted to eat mcwing meal . so ask melvin help buy :x .
because i lazy go line up go order again :x .
anyway , buy already , then sit awhile , went out to wait for father .
said bye to the guys . at least they said bye -.-
anyway , chatted more in the car . seriously , this day is nice .
bestfriend , you must remember this day with me okay !
remember all the funny moments , nice moments , MY moments :x .
&&& , you must help me remember my nicenice moments also :x .
in case i forget , i can ask you or you can tell me then i go HYPERRR (:D) !
you know whywhywhy right hahahah ! you must remember okay !

2009-11-24T01:49:00.002+08:00

just cant stop , dont know why . save me .

sigh , long time no post lol .
okay , my hair is still like shits .
anyway , camp from friday til sunday :/ .

" nothing . no matter how much a good friend i think i am , or how hard a good friend i try to be , something tells me it's nothing in your eyes . "

friday , 13 november ;
woke up . i dont want to talk about the morning .
at around 12 , got ready . left house .
took cab to sweetheart's house . it was raining so yeah .
reached her house . used her computer while she bathe :x .
then she came out , & let her pet rabbit in -_- .
& so , while the rabbit was walking around on the floor ,
i was on the sofa ,scaring sweetheart & the rabbit .
screaming everytime the rabbit stands LOL .
then junxian came , & we watched chicken little hahahah .
slacked til around 4 , then went down & meet kenneth then go school .
reached . did nothing but stare into space .
then the leaders & mrs ng came . then got into groups .
same group as sweetheart , love , junxian , kennethtan , jaryl .
did some banner thingthing . like whatever .
lovely came , actually brought kinder joy for me .
yaye , whoopie , lets cheer .
ate it with her , she kept no-ing to the chocolate i gave her .
shits her . hah . whatever already -.-
later we filled some plastic bags with water .
for the water bomb tomorrow . then it was dark .
& junxian was scaring us all the time . kennethgwee made me scream .
he suddenly appeared . i scared him , hah . then can go sleep already .
god , it was effing cold that night . couldnt sleep .
so didnt sleep at all . went to 2/2 & listen to music .
jieling sleeptalk-ed . lol . cute sia .
everyone got shocked tio . she suddenly talked .
about 5 , love woke up , talked to her until 6 .
then she screamed cause arynna scared her LOL .
then dontknow who went to bathe & etc. all woke at 6.30 i think ?
dontknow .

saturday , 14 november ;
got ready , ate breakfast . then play some egg thing .
then play something that's like badminton . except suckier .
then play idontknow what's it called game . forfeited -.-
eff . chicken dance . but dontcare . i do it in front of 2/3 .
thanks to claralim -.- whoopie .
then went to hall . played the untanglement thingthing .
then dressed up junxian . preeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetty .
then play some mat thing , so idiot . & played some number thing .
must step then i dont know what shit thing .
ate i think , then played water bomb :o . girlfriend was all wet .
while xoxo was all dry . whattheheck lol .
then went to bathe . but waited like hell .
cause the guys dont know how to bathe fast , only can slow .
they flooded the toilet . again . shits them all lol .
used it anyway , didnt wanna use the girls toilet one .
it stank like hell . & it is slow & have the toilet bowl in the way .
anyway , went back to the class after that .
sweetheart , xoxo , kennethtan & junxian played cards .
so i went out & chat with love , arynna , junjie , kennethquek & mingpeng .
talked about things we were all scared of ): .
then went into the room so we could sit better .
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH , arynna totally scared junjie !
he was damn freaking ass scared luh . screamed like !@#$^&*(@#$%*( .
even xoxo could hear it . & they were like , few classrooms away ?
he was seriously scared . his heart was beating damn fast .
anyway , after that , sweetheart , love , arynna all wanted comedy :D
in the end , comedy was like shits . so all went over to horror .
except junjie . who wanted me to stay so whatever .
then heard sweetheart scream , so i wanted to see . then went .
junjie was still scared from arynna's scare .
so we stood outside , at the door . & watch .
stupid me , when junjie went & cover his eyes , i go & see .
& ownself got scared . whatthehell . then got tired of standing .
so went & sit inside with junjie . kept pulling his seelve to cover my eye .
then figured out i couldnt sit with someone who was scared too .
so i went & sat next to kennethgwee hahahah .
kept hiding behind his shoulder & pulling his sleeve hahah .
& so stupid , one time , i asked if the scary part was over .
he havent even reply , i go & see , then i screamed -.-
then he said i was actually shaking at one part of the show hahah :x .
anyway , i pity junjie hahahah . shared his sleeping bag with arynna .
then junjie damn poor thing hahah . arynna grabbed his arm ,
slammed his head on the floor , making his spects pop out hahahah .
so funny , everytime scary part , junjie will sream .
but not because of the show , because arynna torturing him ahahah .
anyway , finally the show ended . kennethgwee's shoulder was soar :x .
and poor junjie was covered in bruises hahah . it's okay oneeee :D .
even though i was scared from the movie , was sleepy .
so went to sleep , it wasnt that cold tonight :)

15 november , sunday ;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YENGTING , EVIL !

k , woke up at around 7 i think ? went toilet .
jaron & his friends got scolded for climbing over the thing .
omg , & the captains can still get scolded from this ?! shits .
anyway , after eating breakfast , can go already .
went home with xoxo . was going to meet yengting .
but then i fucking overslept . dick . i didnt mean it okay ): !
i am really really really sorry yengting ): .
i really owe you bigtime okay , im really sorry .

k , the rest of the week , i dont remember already .
except thursday . i remember .

thursday , 19 november ;
went for badminton . tired .
mydearman , gervaischee , melvinphua & tanyikai came to school .
then the guys + xoxo , lovely & i went to west coast plaza .
ate laksa , guys one table , girls one table .
had fun . then went comics connection . the guys went idk where .
then came also , & played with something outside -.-
i totally l-o-v-e mydearman . he's the only guy who didnt laugh at my hair .
i know it sucks . but whatever okay , he rocks \m/ .
anyway , xoxo & i walked around . cause they were playing -.-
then later met with them , went cold storage or idk where .
then wanted to head home , but then xoxo needed to buy subway .
so went in again . then bought it , then the guys went lan .
xoxo & i went home . when xoxo got down , i realised something -.-
her phone , was in my pocket . shits . called her home .
then arranged i meet her at bpp later after i go toilet .
went to bpp , returned the books & borrowed more books .

2009-11-12T21:45:00.002+08:00

dont know what is happening .

" all good things must come to an end . "
oh yeah , good things like E2/4'o9 .
whattheshits . im gonna miss everyone .
even if i actually dont talk to you or dont like you .

Amanda-Jane Tan

lovely (♥) . that's who you are to me . my lovely . from idk when hahah . sorry , i didnt keep track :x . but i do just love the month august . it's that month . that month that drew you & i closer . that month i began to trust you more . that month i shared with you almost everything . that month we were both in each other's heart thingthing :) . and it's because of that month , im really gonna miss you badly . no , it's worse than badly for crying out loud . i really wanna go into the same class as you next year ! if i cant , i can just really cry my heart out . i will off my phone , rush to my room , cry my heart out . boom , im dead ): . the year will then be boring without you in it . im gonna miss you . you are there when i go crazy . you are there when i was down . you are one of the first person i thought of to share my troubles with the moment i had one . & so far , you are the only one who has 90%+ same thoughts as me about things . when im down , you will be there next to me , saying manymany words :D . somehow , i like hearing it , it works :) . even though sometimes im sleepy on the phone , i'll still try my best to keep my ears & eyes wide open , just to hear you talk :) . & sometimes , though im down , i actually make an effort to smile , so you wont be pulled down . you know , you are just that close to me . so close you can just be my walking diary . which has funny / crazy laughters & many funny crappy things to say . sometimes it may seem that we are so far but yet we are just that near . it love that ( ♥.♥ , seriously , im loving this face ) . & even though im gonna be annoying you or anything , im still gonna say it . im sorry . truely , i am .
lovely , i love you (L) .

Lim Jiatung

xoxo (♥) . xoxo i love you :) . you are one of the people close to me too . congrats :D . you know almost everything about me . also , you're like a mother :x . i wonder how im gonna do without you next year . no need to say , i know you're already in a different class as me D: . you're just damn bloody smart . if only i'd study harder . when im down , you would try to cheer me up with funny things , i love that . cause it would work :) . you have funny ideas & that's why whenever im with you , we would do silly things & just laugh :) . everytime i walk home with you , we'll talk about many different things . sometimes same but yeah , you get what i mean . im gonna miss the way you laugh at stupid things that i say, im gonna miss the way you scold the guys , the way you argue during debates or with me or the guys , everything . im gonna miss you alot . no one will be there to do funnyfunny things with me anymore ): . whenever something happened , you'll be there to pull me up , you'll be there .
xoxo , i love you (L) .

Teo Yengting

evil (♥) . my evil , that's what you are :x . you surprised your name will be here ? if you are , you're just evil hahah ): . you're there for me , you're there when im down , you're one of the first person i thought of sharing my troubles / worries with when i have one , you've also put my name under the fourteen that you love , so how can you not be here my dear ? i still remember after every exam or when we're getting back papers , i would turn to you , ' YENGTING , I VERY SCARED D: . ' saying it over & over again . & you could actually stand it and actually said comforting words over & over again . if it was someone else , i think that person would just slap me -.- . im gonna miss you my evil . there'll be no one to be around me after i've done my exams & when i'm getting back our papers ): . i am so going to miss you manymany . i cant imagine my life in class without you . but then again , im gonna be expriencing it next year )': .
my evil , love you (L) .

Truman Tan
my dear man / sunny (♥) . you're my dear man & my sunshine ( hahah ) & always the first guy to pop into my mind . everytime someone says ' name me a boy ' etc. my answer will always be , ' trumantan ' . everytime i see you , i will just smile , thinking , ' trumantan AHAHAHAH ' . why ? im so sorry idontknow why . but just not in that way -_- . & of course , it's because i dont know why , i am just going to miss you . you're always putting on a smile , a brave front , but you're just that fragile ): . im sorry i wasnt able to do anything to make you feel better . you're always sorta there for me , even if you dont know . you'll do your childish little things & make me laugh , i like that :} . trumantan , i hope we're in the same class , or im gonna miss you loads ): .
my dear man , i love you (L) .

Gervais Chee
brother (♥) . you're my bro & im just happy about that . you act like one . sometimes . sometimes you'll act like a kid & our roles would be switched . i can always talk to you about anything , anywhere . sometimes , you even have the same thoughts . no need to say , we're in different classes . i mean , you're top 40 , im last 40 -_- . anyway , im gonna miss the way whenever i had anything going wrong during class , i'll somehow find a way to you & make sure you hear it hahah . im gonna miss the way you act like my big brother . im gonna miss you ): .
chee , i love you (L) .

Jiang Junxian
daddy (♥) . daddy ? hah , more like idk what hahah . you're nothing like a father jiangjunxian lol . you dont even give me money ): . i love disturbing you in class hahah . im gonna miss that ): . im gonna miss the way we just keep playing during english lessons hahah , the way you go siao in class sometimes , the way idk what . i cannot think of anymore already hahah . but im just gonna miss you . especially talking to you during boring lessons . like english , or history , or geog , or almost all except chem & physics & maths . & im gonna miss the way you keep making me laugh in class , then getting into trouble also ahahahah .
jiangjunxian , i love you (L) .

Meldon Lim
meldonlim (♥) . you may never read this , but yeah . afterall , you are part of my everyday life thanks to your jokes . im gonna miss you . im gonna miss the way your sicko prono mind thinks . even though it's disgusting , but i think im used to it . im gonna miss the way you tell your stories , though sick , but the way you said it is unforgettable . gonna miss the way you do funny stupid stuff which will make the me / whole class laugh .
meldonlim , i love you (L) .

Feng En
hey . even though im not close to you , i still for a period of time hang out with you . so yeah . you're a really good friend . really . you can make people laugh easily by your funny actions , no offence if it is one . im gonna miss you . the way you can make people laugh with your funny actions & even though it's scary , im gonna miss your stares too . im gonna miss the way where suddenly i turn & you're staring o: .
fengen , im just gonna miss you .

Fong Yiqing
heyoh babe . i know this year we were close for a period of time ahahah . where whenever i had something in my mind , i'd tell you as you're sitted next to me . but that was what made us close :) . i still remember that i'll tell you many things & you would too . im sorry it didnt last the whole year . i dont regret being close to you , i regretted not making it last ): . you're never gonna be able to sit next to me anymore ): .
fong yiqing , im really gonna miss you .

Ho Ping
hello . even though we both are ' scared ' of each other & didnt really talk much throughout the whole 2 years , i can never forget that one time i was down & you blasted your words at me . those words were meaningful :) . & that was the only time you talked to me so much hahah . i remember being comforted after your words , thanks .
hoping , im gonna miss you .

Angie Law
red house twinneh babaye in the houseeee (L) . i still remember always playing audition with you . lameshitz . & im gonna miss the way you yanmin here & there to ask me to go out with you & all . still remember we like sitting at the playground throwing ' wands ' at each other hahah . i will never forget me always imitating the way you do your childish acts hahah .
angielaw , im gonna miss you .

Priscilla Lim
mummy , lol . you were once that to me . my mummy hahah . idk what happen , & you know what ? i dont think i care about that anymore ! it's not about the past , it's about the future :) . yeahh , nowadays we keep talking & hanging out about random stuff yea ahahah ? so funny . you last semester choing like some shitz liddat lol , chiong til results so good seh . jealous hahah . you're gonna get into a good class next year !
priscillalim , im gonna miss you .

Nurul
hey . i'll never forget your crazy laughters in class hahah . & the way we laughed & teased angielaw hahah . & the way we looked at zhineng & laughed like crazy .
nurul , im gonna miss you .

Janice Sie
love (L) . i will forever remember the times where i was down or when i totally broke down into tears , you'll be the one of the first to gather around & give me a big hug :) . i remember you'll squeeze people when you hug them ahahah ! thanks for being there when i was down . i wont forget that .
janicesie , im gonna miss you (L) .

Deborah Wee
hello . you're my ahma hahah . i wont forget that . even if you change the family line . anyway , i will forever remember that during recess , you would buy the same thing to drink everyday . milo packet hahah . & you'll even talk about what colour straws you would have with fengen lol !
deborahwee , im gonna miss you .

Zhang Linhan
hi linhan . i dont really talk to you , so i really dontknow what to say about you hahah . but i'll remember you're always reading books when i see you & that's your chinese & art are both very good ahahah ! & you're always paying attention in class so sometimes when i ask you what teacher say you'll be able to tell me :x .
zhanglinhan , im gonna miss you .

Andrian
hello . i really dont know what to say about you . except you're really good in maths ahahah . & you really love to play with your ds . is it really that fun ? why do you keep playing it everyday ? dont you get tired of it ahahah .
andrian , im gonna miss you .

Glenn Ang
brother glennang (L) . hello . you're my second oldest brother you know . pai ming number 2 :} . & you really act like one ahahah . thanks glennang hahah . when i was down , you'll be doing something weird to cheer me up etc. oh & everytime after soccer i'll always ask you go home with me hahah ! gonna miss going home with you .
glennang , im gonna miss you (L) .

Arnold
hello . i dont really know you that well , but i know you always make me laugh hahah . you always make me laugh with your childish ways of doing things & talking & the way you behave etc. no offence though , cause it's nice to laugh at & it's cute :D .
arnold , im gonna miss you .

Cheng Woontien
i only got a few words for ya . change your attitude . & maybe you'll have more friends & no more people screaming at you -_- . sorry i always shout at you . but i cant take it when you anyhow scold my friends . remember that .

Chua Haoyang
heyy . i dont talk to you , so i dont really know you lol . sorry ? all i know is that you always play with andrian that group , dont even know what you're doing hahah ! & you're very kind to keep landing me your stuff to copy since i cant see hahah .
chuahaoyang , im gonna miss you .

Joshua Tan
hello . i'll always remember the days i sms you & then laugh -_- . but nowadays , i dont hahah . sorraye . but i know you're always complaining about chinese & always talking about computers & stuff . addicted luh boy . thanks for making me laugh when i was down . in sms lol . jy in everything next year . hope your chinese improves hahah .
joshuatan , im gonna miss you .

Bryan Lee
heyooh my brother hahah . you are my brother . thanks k . i know when i was down , you're always there for me . thanks alot . i really love those times & i'll never forget them cause you're always there for me . since last year . you're gonna be one of those people i'll never forget from secondary school . been there for me for 2 whole years . not bad uh , not bad uh hahah . thanks again for everything .
bryanlee , im really gonna miss you .

Lin Zhineng
hey . okay , i dont really talk to you already . no offence or anything lol , but thanks okay . for doing funny things & so when i look at you , i can just LaughOutLoud .

Loo Jinsen
hello idiot lol . i love calling you that :x . hey , thanks for always lending me your phone & your green pen & idk what but yeah , you get my point . thanks for always lending me stuff . & alowing me to kick your chair time & time again .
loojinsen , im gonna miss you .

Melvin Phua
hello bitch . that's what you always say right ? well , im gonna miss your humour in class . the way you talk back to teachers which is so funny to us , but very " rude " to the teachers . & i cant believe im saying this but im gonna miss your sick & pervertic-ness which is sick & pervertic , but just somewhat humourous .
melvinphua , im gonna miss you .

Farhan
heyooh farhan . i remember always asking you for your phone , since mine spoil hahah . thanks for always lending it to me hahah . & asking me to take it from kumar . im seriously honoured that you'd rather lend me your phone than to kumar :x .
farhan , im gonna miss you .

Ng Jinglin
hello jinglin ! you are nice & kind hahah . i remember you'll always joke around hahah . although you only came in this year , you sure adapt to our class real fast . & you are are welcomed hahah . thanks okay , as when i was down , you were there too hahah . though you didnt say anything or do anything , thanks for at least not asking me to shut up or whatsoever hahah .
ngjinglin , im gonna miss you .

Prasad
hi prasad . i seriously dk what to say hahah . i dont remember talking to you at all :o ! sorraye about that . but i will always remember the way you scold kumar or sathesh hahah . it's hiliarous ! im gonna miss the way you scold them whenever they did something wrong .
prasad , im gonna miss you .

Sathesh Kumar
ehm , i dont talk to you much , so i totally dontknow what to say to you . oh , sorry for shouting at you most of the time . especially when im down . sorry you cant do anything lol .

T. Sathesh
hey sathesh . thanks alot okay . whenever im down , you'll let me hit you lol . thanks for understanding okay . after i hit you , i always feel better lol , so thanks alot for risking your arm :D . you're really understanding . thanks alot .
tsathesh , im gonna miss you .

Tan Yikai
hello boy :D . i always sms you hahah . & always talk to you on the phone . i cant believe im saying this but i may miss your irritating acts . but then again , i may not -_- .
tanyikai , im gonna miss you .

E2/4'o9 , im gonna miss you . alot .
" the girls , im just gonna miss them .
even though we weren't really close or anything .
but i just feel a bond , the E2/4 bond , it's gonna hurt parting .
i just love it when we do things together .
like the time the sexuality programme thing .
when we kept thinking of words to say about love . i ♥ it ^^ .
we were cracking our brains to find out what suits it .
& fengen was writing it down , like signing autographs hahah .
i'll never forget that one time we actually teamed together & had fun .
the guys , im gonna miss them .
im so gonna miss the times when they act in front of teachers LOL .
im gonna miss it when they made the whole class laugh madly .
the class , im gonna miss the times .
the times when we laughed madly together .
the times when we made loads of noise together .
the times when we got into trouble together .
i'm gonna miss it loads . "
i typed that last time . & i really mean it .
this class , is gonna stay with me forever , in my heart :} .

2009-11-12T20:55:00.004+08:00

this is fake . just fake .

" just dont keep thinking about it . "
easier said than done .

badminton today at clementi sports hall .
met sweetheart , junxian & kennethtan at clementi mrt .
walked with sweetheart .
reached , played singles with arynna when training start .
then doubled with jewel .
then random playing . played with sweetheart :} .
trumantan came o: . went to longjohn to eat after training .
went with sweetheart , lovely , junxian & mydearman :} .
rained heavily after that . was super cold & wet .
waited for bus with sweetheart then left for home .
bathed & rested for awhile , then went out .
met sweetheart at bp lrt , then went jelapang .
went greenridge , ate kfc . then went up hahah .
sweetheart got her hair done first , then me :/ .
shits , now it looks like shits lol .
actually to me it's okay . im just scared people laugh :x .
oh , was supposed to meet mydearman & meldon .
but too late . so nevermind . went bpp , walked with sweetheart .
then sweetheart left & i waited for my mum .

2009-11-10T23:00:00.001+08:00

~~♥.♥~~

" okay . okay . alright . alright . okay . " :D

badminton today . clementi sports hall .
bloodyhell my father , i shant say anything .
no mood to & i dowant my mood to be spoilt any further .
played doubles with everyone at least once ^^ .
sweetheart , lovely , xoxo , girlfriend , love etc.
singles with girlfriend , lovely & arynna .
singles life is so omfg , i finally understand it .
ahahah , right not jewel hahah ? we finally undrstood .
anyway , sweetheart was damn pro today , so tyco ): .
then i kept running over there ~
anyway , gervais & mydearman came , to go lot .
bubbletea-ed & bigbookshopp-ed first before lot .
walked around lot like dk how many times .
until around 3+ , then went home .
though nothing much to say , but i was a fun day today .

2009-11-07T12:50:00.001+08:00

-

30th october , friday .
late for about 5 times , kenna held back .
si christinetan . say what me & clarissa should be kick to na _I_ .
fuck her . baised like some shits liddat .
kenna scolded , kenna caught for hair _I_ .
went up to hall , watched the remaining performance .
then recess . after that went back to class .
get back results . woah , never expected that to happen .
after that , released . went to singpoly .
forgot who went k . i know the usual though .
ate , then went to field to wait for the guys .
sent lovely off with sweetheart (L) .
then sweetheart was hungry so waited for her to eat at kfc .
then went back to the field . sure talked about something .
went home after the guys finished thier game .

weekends .
you dont really need to know .
i didnt like it anyway .

monday , 2 november . tuesday , 3 november .
clique chalet todaye .
father sent me there immediately after i reached sing .
lovely & junxian were there to fetch me to the chalet .
whoopie :} . two days of not seeing them & it was great :D .
hugged lovely . finally after days hahahah . missed her so .
went to the bbq place , they still havent got the fire .
but was happaye . i saw my beloved dear dear friends :D .
lovely , love , jiangjunxian , trumantan , meldonlim , gervaischee , melvinphua , glennang , ngjinglin , sathesh , tanyikai . (L) .
saw trumantan , love him . ahahahah , he's still as cute as ever .
( im saying it as though i havent seen him in years LOL . )
anyway , he was playing with matches -_- . & got me influenced .
started playing with matches hahah . then stupid sathesh would blow them ): .
then trumantan would do his usual cry when sathesh does hahah . cute .
i tried burning grass :/ . but it was still wet , tehn cannot .
ngjinglin & glennang saw me & then chuckled ): . funny meh o.- ?
anyway , later lovely gotta go ): . so sent her off with junxian .
& she forget many things i tell you . but sathesh brought her wallet .
her parents said one last time cannot sleep over & we went off .
got back , they were dk doing what . then i continued to dk do what .
i was either with trumantan or jiangjunxian . dk , forget .
then later they finally cook finish the food .
meldonlim & melvinphua slept . the rest came out to eat .
& my gosh , my dear trumantan uh , make the fire until his hand so black .
pissed with him for that :@ . but anyway we ate .
then , junxian started scaring all of us with his talking -_- .
cannot tahan already , then wanna go back & sleep , dowant hear him .
in the end , while trying to sleep , he kept talking about it -_- .
scaring everyone including himself , whatthehell .
we're supposed to sleep til 2.45 / 2.30 .
but i didnt manage to . it was too bloody warm .
then trumantan , gervaischee & melvinphua came back from macs & woke us up .
thank goodness it was 2.30 already . i would have died of warm-ness .
anyway , had a hard time waking everyone up . especially the mels .
then play til 4+ ? then decided to sleep again -.- .
gervaischee & sathesh went to macs this time .
but couldnt sleep , so went to macs with janice :D .
came back & woke them up . though it was the same .
then while the guys went to eat breakfast , janice & i slept :x .
woke up , packed . cabbed to east coast park .
cycled for 3 hours . junxian paid :D .
btw , got an effing sunburnt . whattheshits . 3 hours nia .
anyway , after that took a 1hour plusplusbus journey to clementi .
then mrt-ed home . went home & sleeeeeeeeeeep .

wednesday , 4 november .
was late for badminton by a few minutes . so nevermind .
i seriously dont fucking get lily ng luh .
what's wrong wiht being late ? she want us go right ?
at least we went right ? so scold for what shits ?
then people come , as long as late , kenna sent home ?
whattheshits ? at least they came right ? at most punish them la .
why send them home ? at least they bothered to attend .
anyway , did warmups then played from then onwards .
played with lily ng & fuck was she high o.- . so yeah .
after that went west mall with jiatung .
ate laksa . hahahah , dk why just suddenly felt like eating it .
then walked around til 3 o.- . ohohoh , i borrowed books :D .
& then went home . hahah . i borrowed 5 books ^^ .

thursday , 5 november .
stayed at home . read book the whole day .

friday , 6 november .
damn it sia . i didnt wanna go out LOL .
but in the end , went out . but was effing late hahahah .
met sweetheart , love & junxian at clementi mrt platform .
then went to bugis . wanted to look for jobs with love .
reached bugis . ate pepper lunch with sweetheart :D .
then we go looking for jobs , but dont have .
so walked around bugis street , but they didnt buy anything .
nothing caught sweetheart's eye hahah . so went to bugis junction .
walked around & took neoprints LOL . cause sweetheart wanted to .
then after that went home .
didnt manage to find one . waaaa , i really dowant work at macs ): .
but if really no choice , then SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHH . macs lor D': .

2009-11-05T19:05:00.000+08:00

i dont know why . i really dont .

sorry folks . no blogging again today .
just went to lovely's blog .
& i seriously dk why no mood to blog already .
went to trumantan's one too .
then totally lost interest in computer .
i hate it when this happens .
sorry . will explain things again soon .
bye .

2009-11-04T20:37:00.000+08:00

suddenly , i dont feel anything .

hey .
back from genting .
ehm , just felt like blogging just now .
but idk what happened .
& now i have no mood to .
so i'll just blog about the mia days tomorrow .
bye .

2009-11-01T16:10:00.003+08:00

Cause maybe it's true ,
That I can't live without you
Maybe Two Is Better Than One .

my dear tayyanmin lovely ,

hehehe ,

you're away and its killg me . maybe it just tells me that i really can't do without you . O: since august we grew close right ? i rmb myself thinkg everynight if it was really happening ; the kind of stuff that you began to tell me and how much you began to trust me . hehe , of course , i felt happy :) you made me feel very secured and you told me that you will be someone that i can rely on and i could feel it. recently , your laughters always end up makg me laugh and somehow mine too . hahaha , mrb when i do this ^^ , and i laugh EHEHEHE ? yeah , sthg like that . and there was time during september when i drew you that circle of love thingy ? yup , you're in the innermost shell ya , the one nearest to the <3 . dont you forget . im lookg forward to everything that's tuh be done with you , and those that's alrd done , will be good memories :} next time we will look back at them and LOL k ! and even if we have probs , i'll know i have you and you'll always have me , & it's all that really matters :D love you lovely mary ! hahaha , you know why i call you that right ..

lovelies , till our fate ends ,
♥

2009-10-29T21:23:00.001+08:00

one drop , two drops , three drops , splash .

i hate it . really , seriously , whatever k .
i already stated that i was booked on that particular day ,
& yet you had to let your plans be on that day .
let your plans ruined all of mine , let me be miserable .
f-u-c-k-y-o-u . fuckyou .

shits . today is dk do what . forget already .
late with clarissa , but tina like give chance liddat , let us pass .
ebay thing , trumantan , gervaischee & glennang were selling stuff .
sat at a table with sweetheart , lovely & love . chatted .
listened to truman's songs while chatting . went to ava after that .
banged into some stupid bench eff thing .
slept on ngjinglin during the dk what thing shit .
woke up , went for recess with sweetheart & lovely .
went back to class , grouped with meldonlim , jiangjunxian , tanyikai .
was to lazy to move so yeah . did idk what shit thing .
lol , played with junxian . learned tamil from kumar .
got treated to red bean ice cream by lovely . hate the beans .
left for tiong after that . watching sister's keeper .
lovely , love , trumantan , gervaischee , meldonlim , tanyikai .
listened music with trumantan . can emo one siol , didnt know .
reached tiong , bought tickets , ate lunch , go movie .
well , it wasted my time & money . seriously .
went fairprice . dontknow do what there la . truman bought jelly , meldon bought gel .
went out , go home . listened music with trumantan .
some idiots were running in the platform there . shits .
anyway , on the train , meldonlim's shoebag dk where , went back to tiong .
found it there , thank goodness . & then went home .
night .

2009-10-28T20:57:00.001+08:00

shits the world & damn it , just shit you .

pissed .
angry .
upset .
disappointed .
sad .
whatever negative / non-happy feelings there are .

had some cultural activity thing today . damn idiot .
must learn to do dk what flower thing . like some shits .
sat with trumantan , gervaischee , meldonlim , melvinphua , tanyikai .
& melvin kept throwing the dk what moli what flower at me :@ .
break , ate chicken rice with janice .
sat with the usual . after that went back to class .
listened to music in trumantan's phone . loved it .
sat with amanda , trumantan , gervaischee , meldonlim , melvinphua .
listened to music , felt like dying .
after that went for badminton with hazel , amanda , junxian , kenneth .
reached , ate kfc with hazel & amanda . shared with amanda .
went back , play awhile , gather , warmup , play .
played with jiatung , hazel & jessica . play til 4 .
4 already , everything finish , go home .
bye .

2009-10-27T21:31:00.005+08:00

if you could only see .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVELY :} .
dont be sad k . not on your birthday also OMG .
everything will be fine , it's your birthday :D .

today , late with clarissa & chelsia hahah . i was latest to arrive :x .
lovely gave me my present todaye :] . i love it k . super awesome .
after opening the present , i thought she was with me -_- .
& i was wondering where the heck is she . then realised im home LOL .
anyway , had some frisbee match thing thing . stupid -_- .
chatted with sweetheart since she didnt play too .
lovely chatted for awhile then couldnt already cause she have to play .
our class won 1st & 2nd places . cool for them .
sweetheart kept sticking to our class ^^ . i like LOL .
then recess with sweetheart , lovely , love , priscilla hahah .
then went up , played some idk what english thing lol . stupid .
after each round , i can be found next to trumantan already LOL .
go talk to him & see jokes lol . then went toilet with gervais at 3rd round .
after the whole thing ended , went sp with love & lovely :} .
sweetheart went off first hahah . but she find me first cause of her phone :3 .
ahahah , sp was nice . talked about alot of stuff . felt useless then .
like i wasnt really in a good mood , couldnt really help in anything .
felt bad . then , found a place & sat & ate LOL .
love was damn cute . she kept asking people if have money , only neh ask me LOL .
anyway , the guys played cards for awhile then went home .
love & lovely went home the other way , sigh . wanna go with them ): .
k , gonna go now .
byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

ohohoh , janicesie love ! my mother says i can work !
&&& , the curfew is depending on what time i end work ^^ .
so im in for the work thingy thing thing ! you in right ^^ ?!

2009-10-26T18:59:00.000+08:00

im not missing you . oh , who am i kidding ? i am .

today no school . have been on computer since idk when .
sigh , i go class blog , lovely wrote some saddenning things ,
i go yengting's blog , she wrote the whole class' names ,
im telling you , making me miss E2/4 like shyt ): . may not be perfect ,
but that's just what makes us E2/4 , the E2/4 i love ): .
never thought i was that emotional :/ . sigh , missing E2/4 .
gosh , im gonna miss everyone , seriously omgggggggggggggggg .
the girls , im just gonna miss them .
even though we weren't really close or anything .
but i just feel a bond , the E2/4 bond , it's gonna hurt parting .
i just love it when we do things together .
like the time the sexuality programme thing .
when we kept thinking of words to say about love . i ♥ it ^^ .
we were cracking our brains to find out what suits it .
& fengen was writing it down , like signing autographs hahah .
i'll never forget that one time we actually teamed together & had fun .
the guys , im gonna miss them .
im so gonna miss the times when they act in front of teachers LOL .
im gonna miss it when they made the whole class laugh madly .
the class , im gonna miss the times .
the times when we laughed madly together .
the times when we made loads of noise together .
the times when we got into trouble together .
i'm gonna miss it loads .

it cuts so deep ,

2009-10-26T00:12:00.000+08:00

it hurts down to my soul .

hey lovely , it's been quite awhile since i've helped you tuh update . haiyo , just read yr blog and saw the word screw . im gna call you now , knowing you're not asleep :) im gna cheer you up tayyanmin , lovesss :}

, and when we stumble and fall ,
im sure i'll be there :)

2009-10-25T20:29:00.001+08:00

screw my father .

2009-10-22T22:00:00.000+08:00

i cant stand it .

well it was such a great day -_- .
k , yesterday got back results omg . i hate days like that .
show you ah , totally sucks i tell you . let-ted my mother down .
chinese compo : 32/50 .
chinese letter writing : 10/20 .
chinese paper one : 42/70 .
english letter writing : 15/30 ( _I_ ) .
english paper two : 35.5/60 ( _I_ ) .
maths : 57/100 .
physics : 38/70 ( like some cock ) .
biology : 12.5/40 ( even more cock ) .
science : 50.5/100 ( the cock-iest ) .
look at this . & my mother are good at those subjects .
& i can actually do just that well for the subjects . whattheshit .
i am embarrassing my mother . shits .
anyway , after school went macs :D .
with lovely , xoxo , trumantan , meldonlim , gervaischee , melvinphua , sathesh , tanyikai .
walked bloody long >: . tired LOL . then meldonlim left after awhile .
then later 2/2 people came :} . so cool .
& so , sweetheart was there . & her leg was scratched >: .
then later lovely , xoxo & trumantan left for home :o . so fast .
then awhile later , we all left for home , yayeee .

today , shits sia omg . i am so dead la cock .
my results are like shit . oh no , worse than that wtf ?!
but my maths i found marks for it . so it became like this :
maths : 61/100 .
history : 43.5/100 ( _I_ ) .
chinese paper two : 47.5/90 .
i effing failed my history . that's okay . COCK .
but im damn sad with my chinese la wth . i thought okay one eh .
in the end like that . cheat my feelings la .
now i have to count on geography & literature ? OMG DIE .
& my effing english is like cock laa . I DOWANT TO RETAIN ): .
anyway today had fun i guess .
sweetheart came during first two period , free period .
she came to our class & lovely , sweetheart , xoxo , janice , priscilla & i played :} .
then must do what roll roll -_- . & dontknow what others :x .
anyway after school went to bugis with xoxo :} . bought meldonlim's present .
he better be happy . & he better get me one that's just as expensive -_- .
& at first he expected me to buy a $79 shirt for him WTF -_- .
anyway , pepper lunch with xoxo , then walked around :} .
then went home . here i am , & no one is at home AHAHAHAHAHAH .
here are tag replies that i replied but i created new tagboard :x .

tag replies .
Gervais: Yo minnnn!!! Dunno wad to type, lolz....
- ahahah , yoooo cheeee :} . type hi ! say hi LOL !

Truman: Hahas gratz girl you won me in almost every subject : )
- OMG , trumantan dont be sad ): . or i'll be sad ): . btw , so weird you say girl :o .

Gervais: Hey! I just created an unless blog: "fallencondor.blogspot.com" Tag me hor!!! :)
- visited & tagged :} .

KAHHUI: there was a guy next to me :)
KAHHUI: yaya, then i was like sitting at the last few roles at the back of the bus, in schl uniform, and
- hahah , sorry i didnt see ): . my eyesight damn bad one :x .

ashley: Hello (:
- hello (: . how are your results ? happy with it :/ ?

Clarissa: Relink please http://www.isolovebigbang.blogspot.com/ .
- LOL , okay :} .

lovely,: sorrysorry ! ehehhehe , i'll call you everyday !
lovely,: was watching show and my e.sis was using the phoneee!): ]
lovely,: sorry lovely , you should hv told me he was on the phone then
i'll surely call .
- hahah , dont worry babe . i dont blame ya or anything :} .

k , im gonna go now . nothing to do :x .
byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

idontlikeyou . dontlikeyou .

2009-10-20T17:51:00.000+08:00

cause you know i'll always be waiting there .

okay , i swear i pity my neighbours k .
pity them , with all that's pitiful-ing . whatever .
they have to hear me shouting at my sister everyday :/ .
i pity them . & of course , i will shout & she shouts back .
it goes on forever . even at night , we can quarrel hah .
so pro i tell you . i pity them .
not only that , there's still my mother shouting at my sister :o .
& my father shouting randomly . so yeah .
now you people know why i can shout so amazingly .
it's all in the genes . father , mother , me , sister .
heck care my sister though . stupid asshole . SHAMELESS ASS .

anyway , tomorrow got school :D .
dontknow if should be happy or sad :/ .
tomorrow junxian say no badminton eh :o . really ah ? hmmm .
ask people later . very lazy now LOL . im so lazy :x .
sigh , i miss everyoneeeee . except those i dont even wanna think of . eew .
mainly , lovely , sweetheart , xoxo , girlfriend , trumantan , jiangjunxian , meldonlim , gervaischee , melvinphua etc.
cant be bothered to name all . just a few that i hang with .
bored . lets do dedications :} . neh , im lazy now :x .
LOL i am just that lazy . the lazy that will one day KILL >:D .
okay , im crapping here . weee so fun crapping -_- .
k , i wanna go back to my watching of idk what it is LOL .
byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

four days of holiday .
you crossed my mine almost everyday .
have i even crossed yours ? even once ?
even for one second ? dont think so .

2009-10-20T12:29:00.003+08:00

cause you know there's always someone there to love you .

On this day of your life, Yanmin, we believe God wants you to know ... that it is time to finally forgive yourself.
You've carried the guilt, the shame for long enough. You've kept your wounds open for long enough. The time has to come to let go, to heal. Keep the lessons and let the pain heal. Yes, you know what we are talking about it.
i carried guilt :o . wonder why -_- .

well i have a boring day ahead of me . again .
im bored to death i tell you . so im watching the same shows :/ .
metamorphosis :B . yayee . & looking for new shows :/ . SHITS .
anyway yeah . im going now . post more later :D .
byebyeeeeeeeeeeeee .

2009-10-20T00:11:00.000+08:00

cause you'll always be able to smile .

well , i was on computer the whole day .
doing nothing but watch things . wth . im just that bored .
whattheshits okay . woke up & the first thing i did was check phone :/ .
then on computer LOL . lovely couldnt come today ): .
super sad i tell you . & she said she'll call me back from just now ..
BUT UNTIL NOW STILL DONT HAVE HOR ? stupid -_- .
im very pissed with her now :x .
on the phone with yikai & i wanna *strangles .
anyway yeah . IM BORED . & now i gotta go :/ .
promised parents wont use til late again :/ .
just because they caught me yesterday at 4am .
okay , well . yeah , gotta go . gonna watch tv .
hope have something to watch on tv . or i'll be bored .
i still sleep just now you know . woke up at 11.15pm wth .
byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

2009-10-19T01:14:00.001+08:00

cause you know you'll always have someone to fall on .

well , i think these few days , im just that bored :/ .
i mean , all i do all day is , computer , sleep , drink , breathe .
& on computer , i've been cafeworld-ing on facebook .
& i'll go to tudou & watch shows . WTH ?! & the shows are really old :/ .
i've been watching , i not stupid too , i not stupid , ko one , fated to love you , boys over flowers , you're my destiny , metamorphosis , the champions , beach ball babes . WHATTHESHITZ .
im telling you , i watched all those shows before :/ .
oh well , im going to start watching again :/ .
shall post more later when i feel like it .

OH , i just remembered something about friday that i am now laughing about .
at the field , we wewre discussing about the chalet .
lovely , meldonlim , gervaischee , trumantan etc.
then meldonlim was sitting opposite me talking & talking .
& i got distracted by his armpit hair LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL .
it's like , he's talking then suddenly got something black over there !
& then i told him & continued laughing & laughing about it .
& he could still give the ' ^^ ' face . WHATTHEHELL .
his armpit hair was super distracting i tell you .
then he was like , ' if it really bothers you , I WILL SHAVE . '
& i started laughing more LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL . *laughs .
k , done laughing . i think . going to go now .
byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

p/s. lovely may be coming to my house (L) .

2009-10-18T18:44:00.001+08:00

it takes two to tango , two to fall in love .

On this day of your life, Yanmin, we believe God wants you to know ... that faith is exactly what it takes to get through uncertainty.
Faith is not necessary when you know how things are going to work out, - that's knowledge. It's in the time of unknowing that having faith is what sees you through to the other side. Faith is what gives you strength. Faith is that light in your heart that keeps on shining even when it's all darkness outside. Now is the time to keep that faith alive!
dont get it . sorreh .

yesterday went out with eleanor , elaine , dexter , ivan , charlene .
at first only eleanor , elaine , dexter , ivan & i . went vivo :D .
going to candy empire can easily make me spen $500 i tell you .
but obviously i didnt spend that much . i controlled myself ^^ .
i only bought some sweet that cheated my feelings wth .
then went to see the movie time , cmi . so yeah , watched the 9+ one .
while waiting , went to daiso hahahah . & forever 21 , WHATTHESHITZ .
i love the things there ): . BUT NO MONEY . why ?
cause my parents EFFING no give me money . DICK .
& went to bebe . there , wa , cannot buy one la whatthehell .
then after that the guys complained so went tiong & buy the tickets .
slacked at macs after that . & waited like half hour outside the cinema .
watched ' imagine that ' . funny LOL . & cute .
so yeah , after watching all were tired . went home .

im telling you , i cant EFFING stand my family .
every single one of them i tell you . ALL . SHITS THEM ALL .

2009-10-16T20:00:00.002+08:00

somebody call 911 .

dandelions are loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :B .

On this day of your life, Yanmin, we believe God wants you to know ... that tonight you can turn your worries to God, and have a good night's sleep.
You've been worrying too much about the future lately. So tonight, go ahead, put your faith in God, and just have a peaceful evening and a restful sleep.
sigh . im addicted to post this thing here :/ .

woke up effing late today . left house at 7.15 -_- .
mother ask me take cab . but i paiseh go down taxi outside school :$ .
so went to dover to meet clarissa HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH .
then walked to school with her . saw something :o .
then , art exam . whattheshitz . so stupid .
first , i ruined the looks / impression of dandelions ): .
but not to worry , i still love them :D .
second , my effing artwork sucks & sucks & lemme think , SUCK .
so yeah , probably gonna just pass or fail . shitz .
anyway , after that went to sp :D . walked with sweetheart .
those people who went sp : sweetheart , lovely , xoxo , meldonlim , trumantan , melvinphua , gervaischee , irwannnnn (:D) , sathesh , tanyikai .
so cool , today so many people . so cooooooooooooooool 8D .
shared with lovely bbq meltz as usual in kfc :B .
then after that played & spitted ice everywhere !
i teamed with sweetheart , lovely & xoxo . si lovely , spit INTO my face .
she spit ice into my face still nehmind ley , you know what she spit ma ?
SHE SPIT WATER EH . YOU LIKE YOUR SALIVA ON ME HUH !
dk how she spit , but whenever spit ah , all water no ice one LOL .
then xoxo needed to go , so yeah . sweetheart , lovely & i said bye ): .
then walked to the field . we almost got killed walking past .
they got the archery thingy thing thing .
walked there , sat there . chatted . & blahblahblah .
sweetheart cute siol . see meldon's sharpener , wa seh , so curious LOL !
cute sia . took irwan / kenneth's phone to look through AHAHAHAH .
then talked to gervais . then went to kfc thereeeeeeeeeeee .
trumantan , gervaischee & tanyikai bought slurpeeeee .
then lovely & i kept taking from trumantan ahahahahahahah .
then took from gervais tooooooo :D . so funnn .
melvinphua & irwan ate . then lovely gotta go ): . sorry ah lovely .
then they five them shoik i tell you .
they kept talking about sperms in front of me -_- . whattheshitz .
they're going swimming & irwan asked me to go , whatthehell .
must wait for the day where irwan wear nothing go then i go :x .
then left . im telling you , i had a great time talking to irwan LOL .
kept disturbing him . but he knows it was a joke *smileeeeeees .
got injured from hitting melvin AGAIN . SHITZ .

SHITZ .
irwan (i)
yanmin (y)
i : eh g-string dont cover anything right ?
y : HUH ?! i thought g-string still got cover cheebye ?
i : no . i thought never cover anything ?
y : no la . got cover cheebye la . only butt never .
i : no what ! i think whole thing never cover .
y : no la ! got cover cheebye !
i : NONONONO . never , or is it cover abit only ?!
y : got cover la !
i : no lor . even if have i think abit only .
y : they just cover the whole front , back exposed !
i : no la . they cover abit cheebye only .
y : NO ! the whole cheebye !
i : abit only la !
LOLzxc . argued about this since we left kfc til the mrt LOL .
i was laughing throughout the conversation .
& he was speaking normally , WTH LOL ?

well , i wanna go do idk what already .
later if bored post again LOL .
byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

2009-10-15T18:20:00.002+08:00

there's no one that can toptoptop your smile.

On this day of your life, Yanmin, we believe God wants you to know ... that what you are most afraid of is where your greatest rewards are.
If all you had to do was wish for something and you would have it, life would be pretty boring, wouldn't it? God placed barriers between us and what we want, so we can enjoy interesting and satisfying lives. God hid our biggest rewards behind the highest barriers - our deepest fears. God wants us to face our fears, and hold ground in their presence, and let them go, and that's how we get out biggest rewards. What are you most afraid of? Say it, just start by saying it.
heh . thanks alot eh . no offence .

sigh , after one whole week of idk what .
left one more exam . which is , art :/ . whattheshitz .
&&& , i damnly dont know what to draw omg !
someone gimme ideas pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :} .
ideas for metamorphosis :/ . so cool . i like that word hah .
anyway , review of what happened the whole week.

monday 12th october ;
; walked with clarissa .
; literature paper first . whattheheck :/ .
; wrote like some shit ass cock . never stopped writing til last minute.
; recieved blisters & skin teared off ): .
; pen no more ink . whattheshitz .
; maths paper one , damn that paper ): . cried .
; west coast plaza with lovely & janice :} .
; ate laksa with lovely while janice ate rice :/ .
; kept laughing over small small things :x . FUNNEH .
; janice went home while i went to lovely's house.
; was very fun lol . then went home at 4+ .
; came home & studied like no tomorrow :/ .

tuesday 13th october ;
; walked with clarissa . :}
; maths paper two . si yangmehmeh .
; break studied geog OMG SCAREDE-D .
; geog paper at 10 :o .
; finished . went to sp . so cool baby .
; walked with sweetheart , lovely , twinneh , meldonlim , trumantan , melvinphua , gervaischee , sathesh , tanyikai .
; guys pangsehe-d halfway , went macs .
; sende-d sweetheart off . then went to macs to meet the guys .
; reached . borrowed ipod from meldonlim . listened & love-d .
; shared meal with lovely . angie sat & listened to music .
; after we ate we left with the guys hah .
; lovely & angie left . trumantan & meldonlim left .
; rest took mrt . went home .

wednesday 14th october ;
; walked with clarissa .
; history paper . whattheheck i hate it .
; went to sp with sweetheart , lovely , meldonlim , trumantan , melvinphua , gervaischee , sathesh , tanyikai .
; picked flowers on the road for trumantan hah !
; one had ants on it . the other looked so cute :B .
; reached & sat different table from the guys .
; ate with sweetheart . lovely just took from us -_- .
; guys pangsehe-d us . what a nice thing to do eh .
; in the end . wait for us . pangseh then wait . funny ah -_- .
; lovely was paisehe-d lol .
; then went home . as usual i screamed thanks to an idiot -_- .

today 15th october ;
; walked with clarissa .
; i dont even wanna talk about it k .
; exams are effing finally over ! art not counted .
; went sp with sweetheart , lovely , janice , meldonlim , trumantan , melvinphua , gervaischee , sathesh , tanyikai .
; saw irawnnnnnnn . eff . he grewe-d alot LOL .
; good , he remembered me & my name hah !
; sweetheart , lovely , janice & i sat different table again .
; sweetheart & i bought subway melt .
; guys went to play soccer .
; ate finish & they played with ice . all except me :D .
; talked awhile longer then went to meet the guys .
; same as usual went home with the usual , except with irwan now :} .
; stupid sathesh , bully irwan -_- .
; oh , irwan's coming again tomorrow ahahahahahahahaha 8D .
; got injured from hitting melvinphua .

joke(s) of the day -
chua cc (c)
melvinphua (m)
c : DONT SMILE *shouts .
m : then laugh can .
c : NO *angrys .
m : please ? *act cute .

okay . was just bored . nothing better to do .
oh yeah i have art to do . shitz .
whatever . i neh use computer very long already k .
well , now i need go do art thingy thing liao .
byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

in the midst of thoughts of you.

2009-10-15T15:37:00.002+08:00

heyheyhey , guess who ?? you miss me ?

2009-10-10T13:19:00.000+08:00

there's no way i can stop stop stop myself.

On this day of your life, Yanmin, we believe God wants you to know ... that it's time you stopped hiding from life, and said yes to the adventure of being alive.
Enough of the routine already. Go on, have an adventure, - do what you always wanted deep within your heart. Do what brings you alive, and the universe will open doors where there were only walls.
ahhhh. now i know my life is boring :/ .

yesterday was totally different from the whole week :D .
unlike the whole week, i was SUPER DUPER HAPPAYE .
lets review what happen yesterdayyyy! just thinking about it make me high!
; walked to school with clarissa as usual. :} :}
; ran when into school in order not to be late. :}
; home econs practical with trumantan :D .
; totally played ahahahahah . trumantan so cute.
; recess with the usual lovees (L) . :}
; was copying corrections for bio.
; mother tongue was copying MORE bio corrections.
; listened to the songs in meldonlim's ipod.
; found the long lost song i wante-d. wtheck.
; went to sp with sweetheart, lovely, xoxo, girlfriend :} .
; ate with them oh yeahhh :D .
; wante-d to take meldonlim's ipod home, but decided not to.
; took bus to lovely's house there then went home.
i know it may seem little, but to me, it's alot :D .
god, i love yesterday! ahahahahahahah .

today, there are many things i need to do so yeah.
byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

2009-10-08T19:34:00.001+08:00

not seeing that loving you, was what i was trying to do.

On this day of your life, Yanmin, we believe God wants you to know ... that how bad things may look right now means nothing, - it's how good they can be with God's help that counts.
In life you can absolutely count on one thing, - everything can turn around in one day, in one minute sometimes. Don't you dare to give up, - you might be a moment away from a windfall.
dont understand. but will try lol. someone who knows, tell me :x .

well, in a rush today :/ . & anyway not in a good mood , still .
my dear lovely , you should know why right lol.
anyway, i think i'll be using pointform til exams are over :/ .
; walked with clarissa. reached just nice.
; quiz & going through worksheets for physics.
; skippe-d some cme. went toilet.
; recess with usual peeps (L) .
; people thought i screamed when it wasnt me -_- . si sathesh.
; got bullied by angie lawwwww. she threw stuff at me ): .
; maths with angie & nurul.
; most boring free period there ever lived for chinese.
; ate noodles for lunch with lovely, xoxo, truman, gervais, melvin, junxian, glenn, jinglin, yikai.
; went for literature for awhile.
; left when she started talking about "neighbours" .
; photocopied literature notes from truman & lovely.
; walked to lovely's house with lovely.
; waited for bus then went home.
; ate, studie-d, tve-d, computerin-g.

my dear sweetheart,
lol i feel happy for you now you're happier :D .
yaye you need me & find me when you have troubles :) .
i feel really highhhhh hearing that ahahahahah!
suddenly remembered that you couldnt BOMB the packet drink LOL :x !
(L) you.

my dear lovely,
ahahahahah , well we promised each other to do alot of things :D .
with just us lovelies. i'm so looking forward to it :) .
stupid exams, quickly over la!
btw , im sharing your joy & agreement for stuff ahahah!
just that today i may not have shown it :x .
sorry. was in not good mood abit / throat got some problem.
(L) you .

2009-10-07T20:28:00.001+08:00

she doesnt get your humour like i do.

On this day of your life, Yanmin, we believe God wants you to know ... that it's your heart that knows who loves you, not your ears or eyes.
Listen to the words, and you can be fooled. Look at the actions, and you can be fooled. Feel deeply into your heart, and then you will know the truth. Who makes your heart soar now? Well, what are you waiting for?
whattheshitz. god, are you sure o.- .

today was like crap. as in seriously. like so &*$^@#*&%*^$($^ .
dont wanna talk much about it so yeah k, pointform.
, usual morning walk with clarissa.
, name tag returned to annmarie.
, actually listened & copied for bio.
, sat with angie for maths. had fun :) .
, recess. usual peeps (L) . hazel, cheer up :} .
, failed chinese CA2 .
, truth or dare english. love truman 8D .
, may have ruined mrs chia's impression of me -.o . physics.
, went to clementi there to take bus. with hazel :} .
, took bus, came home. computer-ed, tv-ed, studi-ed .

my dear sweetheart,
dont worry about it too much. like i said today :) .
i know it's hard, i know.
but no matter what we must try aye?
if you want i can undergo this stage with you ^^ .
sounded abit wrong :/ . aiya, you understand can already.
try to change him abit. & try to change yourself abit :) .
both will then be 50/50 aye . both gain, nothing to lose :D .
seriously (L) you loads.
when you were down, my whole day's mood was pulled along with it :/ .
but dont worry, i like it that way ^^ .

my dear lovely,
love-d your dear sentence lol.
" i love you cos you are sensitive & observant about such stuff "
i forever love that sentence k :} .
i love many other things you said in there.
& of course agree about some stupid other stuff inside there too.
im so sorry i didnt go with you today.
aiya, anyway i think you so happy already dont need me there :x .
(L) you l-o-a-d-s.

2009-10-07T00:35:00.000+08:00

LOL so hot so hot ~ .

walked to school with clarissa, so fun eh lol.
went 1/3 to return name tag to annmarie lol. was rude ahahahah!
but actually it's cause, well, i dont like him LOL .
& heard from annmarie later that i sounded as though i wanna threaten him.
woah yeah baby ^^ . i scare him. i hope LOL .
anyway, hid in toilet for awhile, then went back class.
history, sat at amanda's seat & listened & talk, multi task.
then pe was relief teacher lol, discussed clique outing & class one .
recess, sweetheart, lovely, xoxo, girlfriend, junxian, mingpeng etc.
cme, relief teacher. discussed outing again, meldon stripped -_- .
then later played truth or dare , poor lovely.
btw, the outings are gonna be fun! especially the clique one!
it includes, me, lovely, xoxo, trumantan, meldonlim, gervaischee, melvinphua, sathesh, jiang junxian, glennang, ng jinglin, tan yikai.
so cool yea 8D . it's gonna rock the house la \m/ .
btw you people know i love truman right LOL .
anyway, then i forgot do what. but lit i was guai omg :o .
i actually copied the thingy thing things. so guai :/ .
i was tired too, wanted to sleep, but didnt understand so copied.
after school, supposed to go home with melvin, sathesh, yikai.
but no, they last minute want go for geog _I_ .
saw angie, asked if i could join her :D . long time no join her :/ .
joined her & nurul go clementi buy thing then send nurul home :D .
went childish in the taxi with angie again -_- .
that always happens whattheheck. ahahahah. but yeah.
she send-ed me home :B . she's so nice LOL . i love her :D .
anyway home, studied, watched tv, slept, computer-ed :D .

my dear sweetheart,
omg, im so sorry baby ): .
i didnt mean to not pick up.
i was at idontknow where. then i had no caller id ): .
then when i saw your blog then i suspected like idk how many % it was you.
im so so so so sorry! i didnt mean to ): .
im so sorry my sweetheart. tell me tomorrow can ): ?
i (L) you ♥ .

my dear lovely,
{ view your blog babe } .

till our fate ends,

2009-10-05T23:47:00.003+08:00

we can be the best of friends :)

this picture is simply lovely.

lovely ,

at this point of time ,

i believe we are undergoing two bigger probs tgt,

and we have our daily rants tuh eachother, secrets & "its".

for the problems , i know its gonna be fine , and it'll get better.

yknow i feel so different from th past .

its like , if i dont talk tuh my close friend , i'll feel sad and maybe lonely.

but with you , idk why but its different. bcos there's alot of trust right ?

i feel happy thinking bout the fact no matter what, we can dont talk for sometime ,

yet still be really close when we talk. now , i cant even describe that feelin' i used tuh have .

just used sad and lonely but you can tell im guessing that right ? heeehee .

maybe its the way you treat me, or the way you make me feel so good being your bestfriend.

i don't know if this cheers you up girl , but , stay strong.

look tuh th left and right, your lovely will always be arnd.

(L)

2009-10-05T18:39:00.002+08:00

sweet, sour, bitter, salty.

On this day of your life, Yanmin, we believe God wants you to know ... that you cannot wait anymore.
The moment has finally come. You have no choice. You have to take that step now. Now. Not tomorrow, not in an hour, - Now! If anyone else is reading this, they would be confused. But not you. You know exactly what we mean. Do it. Now .
o.- . i think this one is wrong lol :x .
& ehm, actually, im not sure what it means o_o .
no offence god, no offence! DONT TAKE IN ANY :D . I STILL LOVE YOU.

walked to school with clarissa today hahah . long time no walk :D .
english, mr woo went for idk what shyt so got relief teacher.
physics went through paper but was tired, didnt listen.
recess, usual peeps. super tired.
went to 1/3, took annmarie's name tag LOL. suuuuuuuuper cool name :D .
annmarie chia lynn lee. the lynn lee part is cool 8D .
anyway, maths after recess. & junxian said it was music. HAH LOSER.
sat in front with truman for maths, laughed.
music went to music room, nurul sounded awesomeeeee \m/ .
it's just she got abit of pressure in front of the class so yeah.
geog, she talked about alot of things.
mother tongue, slacked with yengting throughout the whole thing.
after school, sat melvin's father car go sp. ate at sp.
with, sweetheart, lovely, truman, meldon, gervais, yikai.
melvin was eating with his father at another table.
shared foot-long subway melt with sweetheart & lovely (L) .
went toilet with sweetheart & when we got back, she gotta go :/ .
then the rest started to play truth or dare.
i was the victim of gervais & melvin's saliva.
what. the. shit. the kept spitting ice at each other.
then i sit there, kenna by both. shit. ass. mama.
all of them were playing with ice, except me lol. im guai :D .
after that melvin's father fetch go idk which station. forgot.
damn, shoik that i dont need to stand. but i hate the silence.
it made me think about alot of things. stuff i dont want to think.
what. the. freak. okay whatever.
just got back from the photocopying place.
just placed gervais' physics file there to photocopy everything.
need to go & take later what the hell. lazy sia.
but no choice, unless father that kind go help me -_- .
btw, my sister really is whatthefuck i tell you.
my father said he wanted to fart & she effing put her face at his arsehole.
whattheshit. i think she's omgg la.
well, anyway, i wanna go now. dont really wanna use computer.
byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

my dear sweetheart,
she really is what the hell lol.
you know what im saying yeah?
btw, the sp female toilet really is wth right ahahah.
anyway, im sooooooooooooo not up now lol.
feel like suddenly going to your house now & hug you hahahah .
of course, i think i'd give you a shock -_- .

my dear lovely,
didnt really talk much today, did we?
sigh, sorry about that k. i was abit tired & down.
so yeah. sorry ): . didnt mean to.
ahhhhh, i cant wait to tell you things tomorrow :/ .
but im warning you, it's not gonna be that high/up .
im scared i'll pull you down :/ .

2009-10-04T22:19:00.002+08:00

i want you in, i want you out. doing the hokey pokey ah?

i suddenly miss alot of people ): . im going craaaaazy ): .
i miss sweetheart (L) ): . i miss lovely (L) ): .
i miss xoxo (L) ): . i miss girlfriend (L) ): .
& of course, not forgetting, i miss TRUMAN TAN (L) ): .
these are the people i think of EVERY SINGLE DAY .
some every single hour,
some every single minute,
some every single second.
somehow, sometimes, thinking of these people, makes my heart hurt :o .

exams are cominggggggggggggg. omgggggggggggggg.
die. lit & maths paper one first. can die i tell you.
lit takes up all your pen ink. people, remember bring extra pens.
oh yeah, must also & in case bring extra money.
during recess go buy refill or another pen to do maths.
or else, i think die already. no more pen to use for maths.
talking lame things here :/ . going to shut down computer soon.
once & for all. until tomorrow hah. im gonna use it tomorrow :D .
k, well, i wanna go log off from my cafe world already.
byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

my dear sweetheart,
you dont be so formal with me okay lol.
i will feel weird. after all we're sweethearts :B .
just normal can already. dont need thank you here & there :D.
(L) you. cant wait to see & hug you tomorrow ♥ .

my dear lovely,
idk what to say to you LOL .
i've already said most of the things i wanted to say already.
havent i? lol. summary,
i trust you most, i believe in you most :D .
oh yeah, i love you so much because you're so observant lol!
remember why right hahahah. you better :D .
(L) you. cant wait to tell you stuff ^^ . if there's any LOL .

2009-10-04T19:57:00.000+08:00

what hurts the most, was being so close.

just saw vera come online lol. cant believe it.
idk why. but i just suddenly wanna meet up with her lol.
& i want her to keep talking by my ear, & i'll keep laughing.
okay, i think i just need a laugh. badly.

well, today was boring. online-d the whole day .
boring. facebook-ed the whole day.
went to country story, pet society & cafe world :/ .
careworld-ed practically the whole time. & the com _I_ing lagged like hell.
im gonna do the physics thing later lol. staying up til idk what time!
god man. i gonna kick this bad habit of staying up super late.
yesterday, people, guess what time i sleep?
6.30am -_- . & woke up what time? 10+ . what the shitz.
then went back to sleep. then online-d from then on.
im so cool lol. joking lol. weekends are so boring .
got what other homework ah? gonna do later at night ahahahah.
OH YEAH, you know yesterday i vomitted right.
i tell you, since then, there are small small dots around my face.
WHAT THE FISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSH. how go school tomorrow ): ?
hope it goes away. i dowant go school then whole face like some dick.
k, im gonna go back to cafe world now lol.
byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

2009-10-03T19:03:00.004+08:00

怕不知不觉无法忍住眼泪不留。

On this day of your life, Yanmin, we believe God wants you to know ... that you've been driving yourself too hard lately.
Sure, there is time to invest yourself fully into work, but there is equally important time for joyful resting. And for you, this time is now. What is the absolutely most wonderful little treat you can give yourself? Do it today.
as usual, i love god you know that <3 .

today was like wtf. slept alomost the whole day.
woke up in the morning, head pain, head dizzy. fisssh .
told mother, ate some medicine, vomitted then slept. then just woke up :/ .
boring day today. not the i can help it. i'll come back & post somemore later if anything happens :D . playing pet society lol. dk why, just felt like it :B . byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

我从秋天等到安静的落叶
还不够时间倒带想念
就像电影情节最后完结篇
褪色的画面没有笑脸
我的记忆摇晃着昨天
我还有感觉
一抬头什么都看不见
雨后的无言

红橙黄绿我都找不到的晴天
从此我们两个世界
在灰色季节渐渐忘记你的一切
过几年我在原点
彩虹出现而我再也找不到
美丽的蝴蝶偏偏飞不上天
对你的想念再也寄不到你世界
地址是再见

我从秋天等到安静的落叶
还不够时间倒带想念
就像电影情节最后完结篇
褪色的画面没有笑脸
我的记忆摇晃着昨天
我还有感觉
一抬头什么都看不见
雨后的无言

红橙黄绿我都找不到的晴天
从此我们两个世界
在灰色季节渐渐忘记你的一切
过几年我在原点
彩虹出现而我再也找不到
美丽的蝴蝶偏偏飞不上天
对你的想念再也寄不到你世界
地址是再见

红橙黄绿我都找不到的晴天
从此我们两个世界
在灰色季节渐渐忘记你的一切
过几年我在原点
彩虹出现而我再也找不到
美丽的蝴蝶偏偏飞不上天
对你的想念再也寄不到你世界
地址是再见

2009-10-02T21:39:00.003+08:00

you make me happy on fridays, explain why.

yesterday had effing english exam wtffffffffffffffffff.
can die okay omg. my compo is effed up already la dick.
fuck. i wanna die soon. i dowanna drop ): .
I DOWANT TO FAIL ENGLISH LA DICK ASS FUCK OMG .
i fucking didnt have time for compo la effffffffffffffff .
anyway, lovely came to my house. so nice lol.
studied & played. see, we are able to control what we do :D .
send-ed her off, then got cheated by my father.
then went home & wanted to sleeep. BUT CANNOT.
cause need study for the chinese exam -_- .

effing tired today i tell you. come to school like zombie la.
then saw jiatung & jewel & junxian in the canteen ahahahah.
they were studying chinese, just like me LOL .
then went back to class & studied. brain, gonna burst.
then did chinese paper 1. so fun. could have slept.
but i wrote very slowly for my compo. but still had time lol.
studied during the break. then teacher came, did paper.
can die i think. then went to canteen waited for sweetheart.
then went to classroom, then went sp, cannot tahan waiting anymore :x .
and anyway my dear truman called & asked us to quick go.
went sp, waited for sweetheart to come :D .
when she came, ate subway again as usual ahahahahahahah.
& lovely said i eat funny ): . upset lol .
then went to the soccer there. waited for the guys as usual.
then when they were done, went home. as usual.
but this time, damn the mrt. it kept stopping. i was scared :$ .
held onto glenn lol. & glenn & phontakorn were scared of melvin lol -_- .
as usual he made me scream when i was out of the mrt _I_ .
then took mrt with glenn ahahahahahahahah. then home :D .
came home like around 5 today -_- . i sacrificed my sleep -_- .
BE HAPPY LOVELY & SWEETHEART. I SACRIFICED THEM FOR YOU TWO :D .
it was worth it anyway lol. better than sleeping at home :x .
well, gonna go now lol.
byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

my dear sweetheart,
dont take it to heart.
i know it's hard, but you've gotta try :D .
i know it's hard, so whatever it is, i'm gonna try with ya.
i'm gonna make myself pain, so you can share your pain with me.
so the both of us can be in pain together,
& you dont have to suffer alone :D .

lovely day .

2009-10-01T18:06:00.001+08:00

muse - starlight .
yanmin rmb ? the STARRRRLIGHTTT ... hahha .

just came back from lovely's house :) my lovely yanmin , i posted one picture :D hee-ee . jiayou ! tomorrow is our "beloved" chinese exam): nvm ! must still study and get a b :) heeheeha. see you tomorrow lovely , if you see this , rmb tuh bring your dictionary . haha, X.O i am highh ~ .

2009-09-29T23:25:00.000+08:00

no comments.

well, finally today, i kenna fucking detention.
i dont even want to talk about what happen -_- .
all you need to know, is that tomorrow, im going detention.
finish. yaye. end of story. fuck.

sleepy today. wtheck. anyway, meldon brought my watch home :@ .
damn it. tomorrow i dont know if will late or early sia.
no watch -_- . & the best thing is, room no clock -_- .
house, only got 2 clocks. damn smart sia wth.
english was nothing, once again. he kb-ed.
pe, badminton then basketball. which sucked. made me more tired.
english again, so you can guess the result.
maths, physics, same la hor. oh, cant find my physics test paper _I_ .
nehmind. i just wanna know how much i get only.
dont really wanna see. unless she count wrong then i want.
oh! i passed my history test :B . happaye. 17/25 LOL .
not so good, but my mcq full marks, oh yeah baby :B .
neh cheat somemore. is all thanks to the reading ahahah!
straight after school, went home. with lovely, melvin, sathesh & yikai.
lovely came to my house today :D . but felt bad pangseh-ing sweetheart ): .
sorry my dear sweetheart ): . didnt mean it. wanna study.
anyway, went my house, ate noodles, then studied abit.
oh, i made her kiss my pig's butt ahahahahah. who ask her.
always bully me until very shiok liddat siol :P .
you deserve to kiss my pig's butt lovely! good for you :D .
anyway, she needed to go home, so send-ed her to cck.
then went back. wanted to sleep, but i didnt -_- .
called truman & asked what chinese words to study ahahahah.
then went to study, & watch tv at the same time ahahahah.
then now copying bio notes, "chapter 27 - reproduction in human beings" .
tomorrow test siol. i hate it ): . & im sleepy ): .
fuck, ahahahahah. nehmind. shall sleep tomorrow ahahahahah.
shall get back to copying notes now, ahahahahahah.
byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

2009-09-29T00:08:00.002+08:00

不痛 ): 。

okay, well, ehm, i was 5 minutes early today.
thanks to myself ahahah. father didnt fetch this time & i was early.
many people were like :o or omg or idk what ahahahah.
anyway, i forgot to bring the maths paper wth ): .
my father sat on it you know, & he ask me not to sit on it -_- .
anyway, did geog with truman in front during maths.
talked to yengting at the back during geog :D .
recess with the usual peeps. (L) it. but rushing so cant type much.
english got back test. like some dick i got a fucking 29.
whatever. ahahahahah, junxian & melvin were super funny before lit.
then later after one period, had test. didnt like it.
mother tongue, i forgot what i did. aiya, dont care la.
after school waited for lovely & jiatung to hand in the music project.
then later walked with lovely to sp, ate with lovely & sweetheart (L) .
the same thing happened again today. except i didnt want tomato.
then ate slowly, poor meldon lim, gave him cookie hah.
cookies cheer people up. i think. i dont know ahahah.
i shall explain what happen some other time.
studied in sp until 4+ with lovely, then went home.
slept. then wake up, bathe. now using com, gonna study soon ahahah.
k, well, now i needa copy bio notes so yeah.
byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

一点点痛的感觉
加上一点我对你的思念,
承诺不算太遥远,
遥远只剩一瞬间.

一步步靠近终点,
再差一步我们踏上永远,
谎言让人太陶醉,
陶醉在你给的世界.

我不想不愿不去
承认我的执著,
怕不知不觉
无法忍住眼泪不留,
是爱伤害了彼此的自由,
你不看不听不说
为什麼要离开我,
我不哭不笑
只剩下沉默,
带著我的骄傲高飞远走.

一点点痛的感觉
加上一点我对你的思念,
承诺不算太遥远,
遥远只剩一瞬间.

一步步靠近终点,
再差一步我们踏上永远,
谎言让人太陶醉,
陶醉在你给的世界.

我不想不愿不去
承认我的执著,
怕不知不觉
无法忍住眼泪不留,
是爱伤害了彼此的自由,
你不看不听不说
为什麼要离开我,
我不哭不笑
只剩下沉默,
带著我的骄傲高飞远走.

亲吻过的双手,
拥抱过的温柔,
所有的对错,
跟着脚步,
你一并带走.

我不想不愿不去
承认我的执著,
怕不知不觉
无法忍住眼泪不留,
是爱伤害了彼此的自由,
你不看不听不说
为什麼要离开我,
我不哭不笑
只剩下沉默,
带著我的骄傲高飞远走.

带著我的骄傲高飞远走.

2009-09-27T22:39:00.000+08:00

eyeliner and cigarettes.

bored day today. woke up at 2. hah. but slept at 5.
was bored so went online to watch ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni.
ahahahah. dk why this show. no have other show ba.
idk. ust watch. anyway, watched tv then computered.
then watch F1, was bored. so annoyed father ahahahah.
i kept putting hairs i found on the floor on him.
then pinch his cheek ahahahahhahah. &&&, rubbed his hand :B .
then some of his hand de hair come out ahahahahahah.
then he would, 'AHHH.' then i continue ahhahahahah.
cause he dowant lemme watch hmph. idiot. hahahahah.
aiya, suibian la hor. tomorrow going to study with lovely at sp (L).
i think. i hope ahahahah. stupid, im bloody full la.
anyway, yeah. tomorrow's going to be a boring day wtf.
oh shyt, tomorrow got lit test isit o.- ? damn ass.
i hate lit. hate it. HATE IT. especially when i dont get it.
aiya, nothing much to say today too ahahahah.
my life is getting boring. no pictures one _I_ .
you wanna know why? cause my bloody phone spoil. asshole.
i hope i sleep early today. HOPE. but trust me, i wont ahahah.
LAME. okay, dowant to blog already. dk what to say.
later i type one long post full of rubbish -'- . k,
byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

2009-09-27T00:55:00.000+08:00

loving you is cherry pie.

did nothing the whole day today.
watched tv, phone went battery flat.
didnt charge it cause was on computer & tv.
sorry didnt reply people's message. didnt mean to.
nothing to say already. today too boring.
now also not so hyper to think of random things.
sorry. this post is boring today.
really really sorry. those expecting some funny funny thing, sorry.
maybe tomorrow or idk when. when im feeling hyper.
then type random things k. so yeah, signing off now.
byebyeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2009-09-25T21:23:00.000+08:00

oh. what. fuck. you. yaye. lame. idiot.

late-d with lovely today (L) .
then later did home econs, passed the time alot ahahah.
nevermind. it was fun anyway :D .
went recess, bio, walked down to buy drinks for the guys.
cause anyway boring, didnt have anything better to do.
chinese, i actually did my chinese. abit of it.
i couldnt think of anything to write sia wth lol.
then in the end write one page, not enough, dowant hand in :B .
assembly period, got back maths test :o .
stupid, shouldnt have went toilet! mr wong got say me improve!
ahahah, im so happy. i got 20 :D . highest test score this year LOL.
im aiming for 21 :B . fighting for marks ahahahah. hope he give :D .
for those people who arent happy with their results,
& is reading this post right now. i am so sorry, i didnt mean to hurt ya.
i just happy that i finally get one maths test 20 & above one :D .
so yeah, im sorry if i pulled your mood down again or whatever k :D .
i mean no harm, i come in peace (o.o)v .

k, after school, sweeheart came to find us lovelies :D .
then yeah, went to canteen awhile, then went to sp :D .
ate subway lol. & we three ordered the same thing ahahahah!
we were laughing lol! cause the person ask hazel, she order.
ask me, i say same as her. ask amanda, amanda say same ahahahah!
then the person also laugh sia lol. then she joke with us also :D .
it's just that she talk too soft, cannot hear what she say ahahah.
we ordered the same thing! cookies & drink also same ya know lol.
so cool \m/ . that's cool ahahah. saded never take picture of it :/ .
anyway, later send-ed lovely off to her bus stop, & waited for her bus.
then sweetheart needed the toilet lol. but we still walk so slow :x .
sorry my dear sweetheart, make you need hold bladder more :x .
anyway, went toilet then went to the bigbig field there.
sat down at the table there again & chatted :D .
then slowly the guys finish already, kenneth tired, wanna go home.
then hazel also go home already lol. then gervais, melvin & yikai went eat.
saw hannah & her gang of chio-s . ahahahahah. went & chat with them :D .
well, mostly i did the talking but yeah lol.
then went to sit back with the guys. gervais ate 2 maggie mee omg.
not full ah lol. then they keep talking & blahblahblah.
melvin talked about the three holes again. wtf -_- .
& the mrt just became "my rough tits" wtshyt. that boy's mind ahh -_- .
he made me scream when i was going down, turned back.
saw the guy standing next to melvin look at me then smile -_- . wtf lol.

happy or sad, just know that im always here for ya.

2009-09-25T00:45:00.003+08:00

lets see how far we can play this game.

"meeting you was fate, being your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you i had no control over."

well, today was fun -_- . did worksheets during physics.
wanted to sleep during cme. was sleepy :/ .
wanted to die during bio, nothing better to do -_- .
maths, amphi-theatre again. damn boring. dk why need go there -.- .
can just stay in class learn right? & didnt get back maths test.
but i know i passed :B . good . but didnt get so high either :/ .
actually, idk la hor. later tomorrow i see my paper i fail o_o .
i cry i tell you. on the spot give mr wong see.
anyway, chinese was usual. except amanda went crazy laughing.
eh wait, that's usual :x . joking. but yeah, laughed like siao :D .
the lovelies laughing like some siao people. somebody call 911 :B .

after school, home econs test. wtshyt lol. i didnt study.
as usual. i was reading & sleeping the previous night.
anyway, after that waited for bryan lee to finish basketball-ing.
then went to vivo with him. oh bloody hell i tell you.
we reach vivo only, got static sia ): . pain la mother lol.
i screamed :x . it was pain ): . then that bryan keep making sia!
so it's like, "zzzzzzzz" & then i'll wanna scream cause pain.
& bryan felt it hurt too -_- . just that he wanted me hurt. idiot.
anyway, later zhiting came, helped with the daiso thing.
then later went subway while i stayed at daiso awhile :D .
then went to find them at subway, stayed awhile then go home.

then here i am, after watching tv, bathe & eating.
yeahh. well, tomorrow going to eat subway with lovely & sweetheart (L) .
yaye. cause i have a sudden urge to eat subway omg.
vegetables >.<" . that's the only time i eat vegetables.
parents better be happy, i eat vegetables :D . so guai XD .
yeah so yeah anyway liddat la hor lol. wonder if have assembly tomorrow :/ .

k, i wanna go off already. need reply letters & sleep :D .
trying to go school early tomorrow. if i can wake up.
oh damn it i just realised i have no money in ezlink. fuck lol.
nehmind. disturb parents in the morning, ask for $10 :B .
yeah, k. gotta go now :D .
oh my, what the shyt lol. lrt work until this late?
i freaking just saw one pass you know omggg. siao.
now i feel like riding it ): . it's gonna be empty! so can sit down.
& it's cold. ahahah. air-conditioned. oh yeah baby.
eh what the heck, im supposed to go already lol. k, well,
byebyeeeeeeeeeeee .

the fog has returned.

2009-09-24T20:22:00.000+08:00

"lol, my dear lovely, did you notice? at all lol?"

could sense sthg wasn't right , sthg tld me you weren't tired as you claimed . that sentence hurt me. and yknow when i laughed in class today when you told me bout the hand , i was srsly heart pain . it was fing hard tuh know that you suddenly would do that): what happened recently , totally ruined our moods like WTF right ?

2009-09-24T00:16:00.011+08:00

a thousand ways to dream, rolling off my eyes.

walked to school with clarissa, looked like nerds 8) .
cause we were reading notes while walking, like nerds. stupid tests.
reached when first bell rang, hey, im early :B .
had bio practical. at the end of the lesson, realised i almost died.
the idk what pipe was open from my bench thing.
but i didnt touch that one so yeah. you think im fated to die now o: ?
anyway, maths went to the amphi-theatre, mr mark & mr chan -_- .
play some dice thingy. so fun oh yeah ._. . so fun i tell you.
then mr mark dont let me go toilet wth. mean sia.
& he copy my actions wtheck! stupid idiot. but it was funny.
recess, ate nuggets. then mother tongue, read teenage.
english, had test. angry with mr woo. as usual.
he fucking dont let me go to the toilet to tie my hair that ass.
whatever. dowant talk about him. then physics in lab.

after school, was with lovely. waited for sweetheart.
wanted to walk to sp with her :D . yayeeeeeeeeee.
then yeah, she finished her test, ate wantan mee with her.
then later went to see people play basketball while melvin ate.
then finally kenneth tan cannot tahan then started walking to sp.
melvin, yikai & sathesh caught up easily by walking.
then went home, televisioned until now, still on.

sigh, i almost died today, in the bio lab, in school.
thinking about it now, why didnt i die?
should've just dragged the whole class out & sparked that thing.
then that way i would have just died on the spot like a fire.
can die until so cool somemore. fireball leyy.
should've done that & died cooly instead of feeling like that now.
sigh. like idk what! the whole day my tears were like, holding back.
i wanna thank 命中注定我爱你, seriously. thanks to the show.
thanks to it. everything came out. i didnt hold back, til it was too much.
i tried to. but it was too much. until now. thanks.
lol, my dear lovely, did you notice? at all lol?
on the phone, im controlling, but i still cant. it's going down.
im faking a laugh, a smile, you make you happy.
i may decieve you, but i know i cant decieve myself.
i know im down, i know im worried, or maybe just over sensitive.
i dont know. i seriously dont know. & right now, i dont want to know.

HELLO PAPAYA :D

2009-09-23T20:00:00.001+08:00

" trying tuh enjoy my night then you came here "

hey babes . just had my dinner and i saw some lappy on . ting! wah , so happy AYE :) here tuh blog at yanmin's AYE. haha , i think havg the AYE is quite cute :P AYEAYEAYE ? :)
school was fine today ,just really sleepy and bored. but luckil i had my lovely and other friends .

lovely : if there's anything you wanna tell me , just shoot. :) hahaa, you can trust me and know that its safe with me k? even though you have changed your blog skin tuh white and your eyes will be bigger everytime you visit it ( hahaa ) , it feels emo tuh me . aww man , it sucks tuh not be able to talk to someone when you hv problems or sudden breakdowns right ? just like how i wished you were here everyday , and i'll tell you my daily rants and headlines :) heehee , sweet ehs . and i just realised im quite a pious person . ( just learnt that word thats why must type here and ahemahem* a bit . ) HAHAHA . cheer ups :) when you're feeling down , i'll feel sthg too . (L).

you : do you even bother ? ):

unknown : i saw that picture and it effing made me pissed . well , maybe you didnt notice cos you were busy talking but i became sad . see la , never thinkk a bout my feelings . haha ,lol , nvm , rmb the * ? haha , that made me happy enuf . cheers me up th moment i think bout it :) thanks yo .

"tell me how can you sleep if yr bestfriends the reason why you broke up with yr boyf " anyone who has this prob is so screwed. haha
random nia . :)

loveeeeeee !

2009-09-23T00:31:00.001+08:00

baby baby.

oh damn it. my mood just went all the way downnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
like jumping off the cliff liddat wtf.
sigh, heart pain. wtheck. who the hell is awake now?!
i need to complain to someone ): . damn it.

I NEED A HUG ): .

sigh. nehmind. i shall go school tomorrow & complain.
complain to my dear lovely & my dear sweetheart (L) .
i suddenly pity their ears tomorrow ahahahahah.
walking to school with clarissa tomorrow, as usual :D .
tomorrow meeting at 7.20 :o ! idk if i can make it lol!
but i have to make it on time ahahah!
one more time & dear clarissa is gonna be in detention -_- .

my dear lovely & my dear sweetheart,
i bet you're (lovely) like sleeping like some pig now lol.
how you always say me right? now payback :B . joking.
but yeah. if only you were awake omg. i can pur my heart out :/ .
omg. ahahahah. if only you knew how i feel now :/ .
dont let the ahahahahs fool ya :B . sigh. feeling * for people.
wtheck, i think im crazy or something i tell you.

wishing you were here with me right now.
maybe you're able to help me. idk. make me laugh or whatever.
hyper or whatever. i dont care. just out of this crazy feeling now.
but i know, you'll never be here.

2009-09-23T00:03:00.001+08:00

dreaming about the day where you wake up & you find that what you're looking for has been here the whole time.

bloody hell i tell you. i couldnt sleep yesterday night. like some dick.
i wanted to study for the history test. in the end, read abit, sleep.
5 minutes later, wake up, tell myself, 'must study'.
then later read abit, bom, sleep again. tmd me -_- .
then i wake up, see clock, 6.20 . tmd. i thought fake one.
go back sleep. in the end, fuck it was really 6.20 _I_ .

well, walked & was late with clarissa today, then lovely came ahah :D .
& all three were late, woo! ahahah. i dont mind, i mean, im not alone :} .
then history, first period, he teaching. second, test.
pe, basketball-ed. woo how fun -_- . chicken lol. i dont like running.
alot. especially ahahah. run alot for the basketball ): .
played with the girls. but then later finish liao.
dowant play already. walked to canteen with yengting, chatted.
then pe over, recess. woo. no one in the canteen yet ahahah.
found a table, went to sit. woo how fun. waited for sweetheart (L) .
then waited for lovely to eat finish, then last 10 minutes go toilet.
changed, then went upstairs. got injured thanks to dear mingpeng ._. .
always hit until his cross the necklace. stupid lol.
took out shoelace & tucked in omg. looked like idiot. shyt lol.
english, went to meldon's seat ahahah. & he sat on truman :x .
& all gathered & meldon was telling wonderful & fantastic stories -_- .
edited versions of all the fairy tales i tell you lol.
edit until ah, all have fucking included inside it lol. joker.
then, talked about three holes omg lol.
then how we were born, then teacher came & blahblahblah.
next lesson already la. lit. supposed to have test. but postponed :D .
& i slept during her lesson omfg ahahah. & i didnt expect to lol.
copying notes halfway, then yeah. liddat lor ahahah. sleep.
chicken. then i wanted to sleep more omg. i fuck tired.
but, i tahaned, & just stayed awake. but i wanted to die already.

anyway, lessons ended. finally, go home & sleep ahahah.
supposed to go studying with lovely, but i was just too tired.
& if i go to a quiet place, confirm sleep one. so yeah.
melvin, yikai & sathesh pangsehed wth. meanie.
then had to walk super fast then call one of them to stop.
yikai stopped then told him i was tired cause yesterday neh sleep well.
he scolded me wth. no mood to listen laaaaaa. too tired liao.
melvin & yikai took turns carrying bag knowing that im tired.
but they didnt need to & they diedie dowant return my bag.
& it was effing heavy today k. i put 3 textbooks inside.
bringing history, literature & maths home :/ .
then they carry like no feeling like that. then they wanted to eat.
when they were buying food, amanda, truman, meldon lim, gervais came :D .
so cool eh. then they all eating halfway, sweetheart came (L) :D .
she went to buy food with lovely then they ate, eat finish, left ): .
cause melvin & yikai wanted to go already so yeah, sorry sweetheart (L) ): .
then went home, 3.45 liddat. shiok, slept til 7. ahahah.
then i wake up, 5 unread messages! i effing happy sia ahahahah :D .

anyway yeah. chatted with sweetheart & jiatung just now (L) .
had fun k.
my dear sweetheart lee, just remember. time :D . believe in that.
& im always here for you k :} .
my dear lim xiaomei, like i said, it's funny calling you xiaomei ahahah.
so think of something to call you understand!
& as you know, i damn happy today. ahahah.

k, im in facebook & lookie!
On this day of your life, Yanmin, we believe God wants you to know ... that it's OK.
Just rest for a moment. It's OK. Yes, things are crazy, yes, the world is going nuts. Yet, deep underneath the stormy waves, there, in the core of your being, there is pure silence, pure love. And ... it's ... just ... OK.
oh my god ahahahah. i suddenly love god alot :D .
i know, people reading this thinks im crazy. sigh.
if you know me, you'd know this is what can make me happy :D .
oh when i saw this, i teared lol! i was too happy!
finally, it's noticed by god too! tears of joy! ahahah.
love god (L) .
[ some of you, yeah, k, you think/know this is fake & knows how it's made. i dont care. dont tell me i tell you. i wanna stay happy :D . so just let me believe that this is real which it is! okay, good :D . ]

she can't see the way your eyes
light up when you smile
she'll never notice how you stop and stare
when ever she walks by

and you cant see me wanting you
the way you want her
but you are everything to me

and i just want to show you
she don't even know you
she's never going to love you
like i want too
and you just see right through me
if you only knew me
we could be a beautiful miracle
unbelievable, instead of just invisible

yeah,
there's a fire inside of you
that can't help but shine through
she's never gonna see the light
no matter what you do

and all i think about
is how to make you think of me
and everything that we could be

and i just want to show you
she don't even know you
she's never going to love you
like i want too
and you just see right through me
if you only knew me
we could be a beautiful miracle
unbelievable, instead of just invisible

like shadows in the faded light
oh, we're invisible
i just wanna look in your eyes and make you realize

and i just want to show you
she don't even know you
baby let me love you
let me want you
and you just see right through me
but if you only knew me
we could be a beautiful miracle
unbelievable, instead of just invisible
oh, yeah

she can't see the way your eyes
light up when you smile.

well, i dowant type already lol. tired of typing :x .
now, i shall go & watch my dear tv :D . & do art :/ .
stupid seashell. but it's okay, if i get high marks ^^ .
if i dont, mr ho is never going to say another hohoho again -.- .
damn im being lame wtheck. ignore that ahahah.
plus i needa read the bio sigh. stupid bio. well, yeah, so,
byebyeeeeeeeeeeeee .

2009-09-22T01:00:00.009+08:00

我突然想起一件事，又突然恨不得想把你给杀了。

Ahahahah! Had fun today ahahahh! Went to dear xiaomei's house :} .
So fun i tell you. So fun. Played with water :B .

Anyway, my mother fetched Melvin & Yikai to Jiatung's house.
Then Jiatung came to fetch us, ahahahah.
Then we went in & i needed to go to the toilet ahahah.
& so the guys followed while Jiatung brought me to the toilet.
But they didnt know we going toilet, & almost went in to the female toilet.
They are very smart i tell you. Very smart. Then as usual, screamed
Thanks to who? We all know who yea. Yeah well okay.
Then went to fetch Hazel, Kenneth & Junxian from inside the taxi ahah.
Then went to idk where to sit down then chatted for awhile.
Kenneth realised his wallet gone :o . Then he so worried.
Then everyone else worried for him, go look for his wallet.
Then later Amanda & Truman came woo! Trumannnnnnnnnn ahahahah!
Anyway, did the videoing & whatsoever ahahah!
Then Jewel, Aye Yu & Michelle came, ahahah! Then Kenneth wanna die already.
So Hazel & Kenneth went home first. Then after taking the scenes,
& after playing with water alot. Truman, Melvin & Yikai went home.
Then went in to help Jiatung with the editing of our videos :D .
Then Jewel had to go already. So Junxian followed. Then they came back ahah!
Cause Jewel left something there. Then they stayed for dinner.
& i was able to stay longer because Jiatung's mother ordered pizza!
& i told my father & he said eat already come home ahahah!
Then Jewel & Junxian left then we went to eat & edit the videos.
After that played with water for while with Amanda & Jiatung :D .
Then i got bloody helled wet cause of dear Jiatung -_- .
Then starting to drizzle already, then getting heavier, so ran back.
& yeah. Called parents to come pick me up, cause raining :B .
& they said okay & blahblahblah. Went to the bus stop at 7.10 .
Then waited awhile then they came ahahah.
& bloody hell my father keep pronouncing Jiatung's name wrongly -_- .
Nehmind. Went home, did maths ahahah. Then watched tv.

Just ended a call with Lovely. Had an awesome time talking.
Even though the call was not supposed to be awesome but yeah ahahah.
I still had an awesome time. & sorry Lovely if it seemed as though i didnt care.
For a period of time on the phone. I was thinking about what you said.
Ahahah. Then think until forget to reply. Sorry uh :/ .

Had a great time today.
With Lovely, Sweetheart, Xiaomei, Girlfriend, Truman, Junxian, Kenneth, Melvin, Yikai.
(L) them for giving me a great time :B .

erodingallthetime.

2009-09-21T12:13:00.001+08:00

I've become yr last priority .
off tuh shower and meet my dear lim , bbei & lovely :)
guysguys , hope you're punctual k. still upset that meldon not going. if he's going , most of our clique will be there too . haha , at least still got 4 . haha. im coming my dearlimmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm! :L

I LOVE TO HUG :D
im not huggable but i just like to .
yanmin , can i hug you later ? haha
loveeeeeeee .

2009-09-21T11:23:00.001+08:00

You'll be my only.

Sigh. Just woke up. Ahahah. If my mother saw me, she'll scold me.
She'll go, "Huh! Huh! Later going out already still play play play.."
or "Early in the morning wake up to play computer?! Why dont study.."
& she goes on & on & on like very fun liddat & i'll still be playing.
Ahahah. So she wasted her breath. I've been hearing these for years -_- .

Anyway, yaye! Dear Sweetheart is going to Jiatung's house later!
Yayeeeee! Ahahahh! Lovely is going too :} . We're going to have fun!
So cool yea 8D . Ah fuck. I think i have stomach ache again -'- .
Blooody assshole. I needa leave the house in like, 1 hour 15 minutes time.
:/ . Need to meet Melvin & Yikai first to bring them there.
Sigh. Meldon cant go :o . Only person neh go. Horhor.
TRUMAN TAN. Ahahahah! This always happens lol. He pops up into mind!
Ahahah. Idk. Maybe cause he too cute already ahahahahh! Siao ah.

Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, down,
Even if the sky is falling down,
Down, down,
Oh (oh)

You oughta know tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show, I wanna see how you lose control
So leave it behind 'cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.

So baby dont worry, you are my only,
You wont be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, down,
Even if the sky is falling down.

Just let it be, come on and bring your body next to me,
I’ll take you away, hey, turn this place into our private getaway,
So leave it behind ‘cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape,
(So why don’t we run away)

So baby don’t worry, you are my only,
You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You’ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Dowwwnnnnn, Dowwnnnnn,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Downnnnn, Downnnnnn,
Even if the sky is falling down,

Even if the sky is falling down like she supposed to be,
She gets down low for me,
Down like her temperature, ‘cause to me she too raw degree,
She crawl all over things,
I got that girl from overseas,
Now she my miss America,
I can’t help be her souljah pleaser,
I’m fighting for this girl,
I’m in battlefield love,
Don’t it look like baby cupid sent his arrows from above,
Don’t you ever leave the side of me,
Indefinitely, now probably, and honestly get down like that, be proud of me,
Yeahhhhhh

So baby don’t worry, you are my only,
You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You’ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Dowwwnnnnn, Dowwnnnnn,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Downnnnn, Downnnnnn,
Even if the sky is fallïng down,

Well, gonna go bathe now. Hair takes long time to dry :/ .
Byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

2009-09-21T00:38:00.007+08:00

Effing tired of trying to act like im not angry.

Ahahahahahhh! Well, after reading that post, i laughed very loudly.
& idk if i woke my parents up what the hell lol. Thanks alot ah Lovely.
I laughed alot oh yeah! Just at the right time too. I was down ): .
Thanks to a certain someone -_- . Stupid lol.

Yeah well, i wanted to change link. Asked Amanda for suggestions.
& she was hyper like siao i tell you! She go siao already ahahahhhhh.
Look at the suggestions she gave me:
sweetcuddles.blogspot.com
attentivenerd.blogspot.com
laughingnerd.blogspot.com
shadowofstars.blogspot.com
little miss minnie.blogspot.com
thbreathingdawn.blogspot.com
myprettysunset.blogspot.com
thelaughingcenturyegg.blgospot.com
where-doigo?.blogspot.com
time-tuhmoveon.blogspot.com
myhotfashion.blogspot.com
myfashionrants.blogspot.com
thisisgood!.blogspot.com
thumb-blownoff.blogspot.com
betterthan-yesterday.blogspot.com
memoirsof-yesterday.blogspot.com
memoirsof-thpretty.blogspot.com
longblackhair.blogspot.com
big right eye.blogspot.com
See, she now crazy right? LOL so many weird weird ones.
Some are okay i guess. But the rest are plain weird LOL.
Well yeah, in the end, i chose themaximum-authority :B .
I love her for coming up with this lol. Idk why, it sounds cool 8D .
LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! ♥
Ahahah. Love you lovely. Wow, so many 'love'. Ahahah.

I know. We now share so much, it's like you're my dairy.
Or maybe closer. I trust you, you know that. & will be there for you.
So whatever you have in your heart, just say it out :} .

shawtygettinghigh.

2009-09-21T00:00:00.000+08:00

myhotparade.
dirtyillusions.
myprettyillusions.
themaximum-authority.
4 5683 968 568359 .

yay , i just saw sthg that made me laugh & smile :D heh , fancy laughing to a computer ? right , just back from westcoast park macs and wcp . rmb the story of the king and his good friend ? about the thumb blown off ? hahahhaa , FARNIE .

so on the positive side, changing blog skins .
"this is good!" said jane ( laughs out loudly ).
"and why is that good when i hv tuh open my eyes wider whenever at my own blog.."said min.
"this is good!" jane replied. ( ahahahhahaha )
"shuddup la! just be honoured !" min muttered.
"this is good!" jane shouted. ( omg , damn funny. )
"just be honoured and stop laughing !" min continued.
"this is really good!" jane laughs after that.
"ahhhhhhh!...." min shouted like no armpit.
"peanut in the coffin!!" jane laughed like crap.
"AHAAHAHAHAHAHAHHA..." yanmin laughed , obv reaction.
"this is good! you laughing !" jane.
"AHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAH peanut in the ringbox coffinnn!!" the crackling laughter -.-
"AHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHA veryveryvery good!AHAHAHAHAH" the funny laughter.
"AHAAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHAH this is great!the doctor's wife the poeanut died!!" togetherness. hahahahahahha.

just imagine that conversation. yanmin! you must laugh after reading that . omfg , i really laughed out loud . thats and illusion yanmin . haha dreamyillusion-conversation. HAHAAHAHA. listening tuh church now . getting high . and my head is tired shaking . LOL, wtf did i just type. nvm :P hehe . god , think im really retarded . OMG .

(L) , maybe that should be the thing that's only btwn the both of us. that thing from me , to you .
the trust is stronger and stronger :)
,xo

2009-09-20T20:41:00.001+08:00

4 5683 968.

Ahahahah. Changed blogskin woo. Ahahah. Cause idk.
Felt like it. Plus, was getting tired of the other one anyway.
Changing link soon too :D . I mean, i dont like this one :x .

K, anyway. Had fun yesterday with my dears :} .
Pictures are not with me. Are with dear Elaine :D .
We went vivo. Ahahah. & went daiso buy thing eat ahahah.
Damn cute sia. The things. & all are $2. So cute & $2. Wtheck.
I love that thingy. & then went to see pets. Walao lol.
Eleanor dragged me in :/ . & saw dogs :D .
One of them is cute you know omg. I want. Joking o_o .
I think if i have a dog, im never going home lol.
Oh & one dog, omg. Pooped in the thingy, & even sat on it!
My god. Disgusting lol. I wonder how come it sat on it.
Didnt he know that its poop was there? & its tail became black.
-_- . Im talking about a dog & its poop wth.
Anyway, later went to see rabbits & hamsters :D . Cute.
But sorry, they're also fury. So no thanks. Hahah.
I love that pembroke doggy ): . But im scared of it lol.
They are all bloody cute k. Even the one that sat on its poop.
Except for the tail is covered in poop part, its okay.
Ahahah. I feel like visiting them again omg. Stupid Eleanor.
Make me liddat. Ahahah. Good thing she doesnt come here often :D .

Anyway,
I WANNA CUT MY FRINGE.
It is starting to annoy me wtheck.
People, i know you cant believe that i wanna cut my fringe but yeah.
I know i surprised you people ahahahahh.

Im talking to Jiatung on the phone now ahahah.
& she just hit her butt lol! Ahahahahahh.
Discussing about tomorrow the music project, oh yeah baby.
Cant wait to see Lovely, Xiaomei, Truman, Melvin, Junxian, Yikai.
Ahahah. Idk why. I love Truman Tan ahahahahh!
That was random lol. I love Lovely too! I love Xiaomei too!
Yaye lol! I love Sweetheart too! I love Girlfriend too! Ahahah!
Yaye, my love is in the air!

K, im running out of things to talk about. So yeah.
Byebyeeeeeeeeeeeee :D .

2009-09-19T11:25:00.001+08:00

Ahahahahhh. For the first time this week, you made me smile & laugh. Ahahahahh. Even if you didnt know.

Ahahahaha. Well yesterday was fun :} .
There was fire drill & all. Waste time one. So who cares ahahah.
Then later nothing already ahahahah.
Assembly. Waaaa, i wanna sleep difficult okay LOL.
That Meldon ah, sit in front of me. I looking down. Then almost sleep.
Then he stretch his back. BOOM. His back hit my head! Wtheck!
Damn siol lol. & i almost fell alseep! Then cannot sleep already.
Cause i dont dare. So borrowed Meldon's phone to see song. Ahahah.
Then later, seeing halfway, he lie on me. Siao kingkong la he.
But whatever. I needed something to block me seeing his phone anyway.
Then my dear Meldon ah, kenna scolded for something. Idiot neo lol.
Then went to toilet after assembly was over. Then went to canteen ahahah.
Ate with Amanda, Hazel, Melvin, Yikai. & si Mingpeng came, stupid.
Then he keep saying me. Idiot. & i kept hitting him ahahahahh.
Then after that he went & Melvin & Yikai went to idk where then came back.
After eating, we went to SP to sit & chat while the guys play soccer.
So yeah. Chatted with Lovely & Sweetheart :D . Had a great time.
Too bad i cant draw that hills & all. My drawing sucks hahah.
But if i can. I shall draw one :} . For fun like dear Sweetheart.
We are getting closer & i love it babayeeeeeeee! Ahahahah.
Then after that went home with Lovely, Melvin, Yikai, Glenn.
So fun i tell you -_- . After Lovely got down, got super tired.
Idk why LOL. I even slept on the lrt home! OMG. So tired ahahah.
& i actually slept at 9+ that day omg. So crazy tired la me.

Well, im gonna try to do something now. So,
Byebyeeeeeeeeeee.

P.S. I love you.

2009-09-18T01:09:00.001+08:00

I cant stand a single minute without thinking about what she said.

Ahahahahh. Well, yesterday was fun i guess :} . Oh, Lena Ang was like 'nice'.
Ahahah. She didnt confiscate my shoelace :} . But she scolded for rubber band & hair messy -_- .
I told her so many times already i CHIONG out of house leyyyyy.
Chiog ya know. Oh, & Christine Tan was 'nice' too o: . She supposed to pull me go back to the place.
But she didnt. She let me continue walking even though bell rang already ahahah.
Truman's command was damn nice. & he made the I-Really-Want-To-Laugh face lol.
Just like Tuesday. Ahahah. Anyway, sang & stood there & then moved :} .
While walking to the back of the queue. Stupid Bryan Lee go bump me hard ): .
Then at that time i tired, balance not so good. Then he still make me ): .
Maths, i went in front & sat & chatted with people :} . Ahahah. & i listened & copied abit :D .
At least i listen or even copy k. Dont say anything bad about this thingy.
Sigh. Then idk what lesson already. Plus i now no timetable & lazy go up take.
But i know one thing. I have a sudden interest in art LOL!
I just started doing the art, then slowly the shading like veh fun liddat lol!
& during chinese, as usual i slacked with Amanda :D . & was downn :x .

After school went for badminton at Clementi Sports Hall :} . Love it (L) .
I mean, loads of fun today. We played until alot of fun!
The singles vs the doubles ahahah. 1 v 2. So fun! Seriously had loads of fun!
& Jewel & i won a doubles with the guys! As in Ze Xuan & idk who lol!
Then after that went home with Jiatung :} . Bought oreo crush :B .
Janice afternoon go buy. Then i drink like very cute liddat -_- . Her fault :x .
& when i got home. My father was angry -_- . Stupid. The reason's more stupid.
It was because i didnt call him. Then he angry. Siao.
My mother say my father phone ring, he thought is me lol.
& he said, 'Hello? You want me fetch you?' Then in the end wrong person LOL!
So funny sia -_- . Yeah, but he's lame :D .

Hahahahhh. Well people people people, i reacher 5 minutes before the bell rang!
Oh yeah :} . & you know why's that? Ahahahahh. Thanks to me of course!
Cause.. I finally convinced my father to fetch me to school :D .
That was why i was on time. If not i damn late today sia. I 7+ wake up -_- .
& my father thought that i reach school 45minutes early omg. He siao one.
Anyway. Yeah. Had fun i guess :} . Physics first OMG. Can die.
I dowant to talk about it. I'll wanna cry OMG. So saddening.
Then after that was english. What the shyt him man. I dont like him ): .
He went through some paper that like only dk how many people cared about.
Then went off byebye :} . Then for maths, sat at Bryan's seat :D .
Cause anyway dk where he go liao lol. Then sat behind Junxian.
& he so kind wor, talk to me & still can teach me maths uh. Kind :D .
Then art. Wow, Junxian did art :o . & he didnt wanna leave the art room LOL!
Oh i am veh happy with my art results so far! Not average of all, but one by one!
So happy :} . & i didnt wanna leave the classroom too. I dowant english again!
& blahblahblah. After that had to get ready for maths test OMG! Scareded -_- .
We were supposed to do it in the hall, but later say the girls of 2/4 go nearest classroom do.
& so we did the test in 2/5 lol. & i was like, ahhhh. Cause my back pain.
& i wanted to laugh cause someone outside was laughing like some crap liddat!
& damn stupid i tell you. Mr wong was like, 'You have 15 minutes left.'
Then in my head i was like = o_o ?!?!?!?!
& he continued with, 'By now you should be at the start of question 4.'
Then i was like, 'Oh bloody mama fuck. I only at question 1 eh!' LOLOL.
Then i chiong the paper already. Like minus alot of marks already ): . Sad sia.
& as i walked past the hall, i pointed the middle finger AHAHAHAHHH!
& Clara & Junxian saw it lol. & Junxian still can laugh -_- . Meanie.
Anyway, later went home cause didnt feel like going out. Wanted to go home & relax.
Then yeah & blah & yeah. Came home & watched tv all the way :} .

Sigh. You appeared again. How nice of you to drop by -_- .

Oh, conferenced just now, woo! Yikai called first, then no one called.
Then he put down while he dk go do what thing. Then Meldon called.
& the first thing he said was, 'Hello Yanmin. I cut my hair until very short. Very ugly sia.'
& i was like, 'Aiya, wont one la. You whatever hairstyle also look so nice one.'
Then he went, 'Fuck you.' -_- . Meanie la he. & he can later forget he scolded me -.- .
Then Amanda called. Ahahah. But they all call wrong time! Cause i watching tv :x .
Then most likely i wont be talking cause focusing on tv lol!
Then Yikai called. Then Meldon was computering, Yikai & i were watching tv & Amanda was emoing ): .
Then Yikai gtg, so byebye. Then 3 of us. It was quiet lol. Cause all dk doing what!
Then later Amanda gtg ): . Then left Meldon & i. Then he kept saying i retarded -_- .
Cause i asked him random questions. I was bored. What you expect! & the show ended somemore.
Then later he off computer already. Then he keep complaining about his hair -_- .
He keep saying what, it's damn short, like no fringe, i look retarded etc.
Ask him think more positive, he say liddat say already very positive already wtheck.
He made me go downnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. Thinking negative -_- . Idiot.
Then he gtg & so i came & use the computer!
Talked to Amanda online just now & am now talking to Janice online :} .

Ahahahah. You bet i will madam :} . It will be less hurting omg.
Awww, your leg will get better soon k :D ? Try not to think about the pain!
Even though i know it's not easy. I had those before omg lol.
It's okaaaay :} . Relax babe (L). Hahah. The sweet. & poor annoyed Truman ): .
Btw, thanks k. I dowanna see you fall too, or have a breakdown D: .
If you're my bestfriend, you'll be the first ever one :D . Honoured?
You are now my love ones & close ones. The best i think :D .
I really like it when i tell you stuff & you have many things to say to it.
It's really nice to hear someone talk about it with me & all.
It will make me feel like as though im not alone after all :} .
I will be there for you like how you are there for me.
Afterall, i know that i am not a very fun person to talk to lol.
Sometimes when im down, i'll be able to influence you down to.
& i hate doing that to good friends :/ . So i'll try my best babe (L) .
Try & be like you in these kind of things :} .

feelingnothing-anymore

2009-09-16T19:23:00.000+08:00

well , my lovely , then think more of meeee . 666666not :D hahaha .
my leg hurts alot still . dont know why , maybe cos of the brinjal sauce yesterdy ? OMG .
and im still sry for tearing tht art paper :/ heh , meldon lim's . can go jump down building ? it was that feelin .
truman tan is niceeeee , got sweeeet at th right time in class today .
yay , imma sucker .
"hahahohehohaha , lovely , like i said , i dont feel anythin anymore , and its like back to square one . happy ehs . (L) . "

2009-09-16T01:09:00.000+08:00

I dont want to play anymore games with you.

Ahahahahh. Well, today we have like what? 5 periods free?
Oh my god sia LOL. Anyway, it was normal :/ .
Oh, but i had super stomach pain today i tell you!
During the last 2 periods, history, ache like no mother liddat i tell you!
Damn pain ): . So was just there, hugging my stomach :/ .

After school, went down to the canteen to eat :} .
Ate with Amanda, Truman, Yikai & Jinglin AHAHAHAHH. So funny. Idk why. Just felt like saying that.
Eat finish already then sat there talk awhile while my stomach continued aching like no mother.
Then Truman went to practice his thing thing AHAHAH. Tomorrow, Truman's doing the command!
So happy for him lol. But know how he would feel. So yeah lol.
He was laughing & practicing i tell you. With us there staring at him, he was more shy :$ .
Then he kept giving the I-Really-Want-To-Laugh face lol. Damn funny.
Then finally, it was done! & Truman & Amanda went to borrow w basketball so Truman & Yikai can play.
Got the ball, in the end, Truman shy dowant play LOL :$ .
Then they 3 went to play. So cool right 8D . & i sat there playing Truman's phone.
Then slowly, Meldon appeared, & basketballers appeared, & they started playing lol.
& I GOT HIT BY THE EFFING BALL 2 DAMN ASS TIMES. ASSHOLE. I HATE THE BALL.
& the 2 idiots who hit me neh say sorry so rude LOL -_- .
I sound so petty. Ahahah. But im not :} . So, i dont give a damn. Was just acting cute (^-^)v .
Then they played & the 4 of us laughed & then they were gone.
& then a ball hit dear Amanda's injured leg & we set off for home :} .

Well, i wanna go off now. I hear someone snoring omg. So loud.
& im getting scared of having a heart attack again.
Shall post more tomorrow. Ahahahh. Oh shyt, tomorrow have art -'- .
I neh do. Stupid. Nehmind. Im random. I just remembered -_- .
K, whatever, i need to go off, & now, i think do art, asshole.
Byebye .

First post in which i didnt think of you.

catchmysmile

2009-09-15T16:53:00.002+08:00

, just run with me thru roads of speeding cars
condition of my leg : worsen -.- thanks tuh a basketball THANKS ! :D

"I dowanna fall like how i did the other time. I. Really. Dont. Want. To."
well babe , as far as fate is concerned , i'd never wanna see you fall , or breakdown , and i am sure i want you by my side and be my bestfriend . i dunno what will happen in the future and i put th past in th past . i will cherish you as my closed ones and now tht things are at the peak , its nice to be your good friend , :)

heyheyhey , xoxoxo'S , sexy babes and hot guys , auntyuncle , grandma grandpa , heshehimher , HELLOOOOooo :D smile smile :)
school was a waste of time today . 5 free periods ? no pe ? no talking to anyone except yourself , no moving arnd , no switching places , no electronic devices , to toilets one at a time . what has my school turned to after the hoildays . i take back what i say ytd . i think the teachers got their evil thingy back . so loser.
sians . sians . sians.
dammit , my leg got hit my basketball , and truman tan said " dont need to scream until like that right ? " wtf . ahhh , nvm . heh , waited for the gangster tuh finish his bball then walked home. yay! i made myself proud today . amanda-jane walked home ! save bus fares , drop truman meldon and benedict at their bus stop .

alright im going to copy some history notes and read the textbook , do some maths and go to oinoin . heeheeeee , much me miss , im not gonna blog alrd , till friday night . :)
shark babe huhaha! ahahahahahahahahahaha ,

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOs , smile more my fellow flowers . toodles. :)

2009-09-14T22:24:00.003+08:00

Super monday blues. Or is it just the normal, usual, you?

Well, todaye's a monday. There's bound to have monday blues yeah everyone :} ?
Well, todaye in class, mine was just a super monday blue k .

Maths, was talking to Bryan ahahahh. He was sitting on Junxian's seat ahahahh.
Oh, today Junxian was so cool man 8D . He woke up at 7.30+am :o . So cool right.
First day of school late until liddat already wtheck LOL. Damn shiok.
Then when Junxian came, the 3 of us were like talking & talking non stop ahahahh. & arguing :x .
Goeg, had test. Woo, so fun -_- . Idk. I think i'll fail. As usual. I didnt study.
English, nothing fun happened. It was like some cock liddat. As usual.
Literature, went to do some survey in the computer lab. So cool oh yeah -_- .
213 questions. The school damn free like what liddat, can think of so many questions.
Then went back to class after that. It was boring as usual oh god.
Then it was chinese. Hah. Nothing. Did nothing. Absolutely nothing. But stare into space.

After school, went to Clementi Sports Hall for badminton woo. So fun, oh yeah.
Went into the toilet & there was a cockroach wtheck. So many somemore.
& after the warmups & the 6 sets of 12, we played ahahahahh.
We played doubles, taking turns ahahahh. We take turns, we're nice :} .
Kept playing & playing & playing, oh yeah so happy.
Played for about 1 hour 15 minutes. Then went to buy drink ahahahahh.
Then ever since, Jewel, Hazel, Amanda-Jane, Jiatung & I sat there & talked :} .
& plus Junxian abit also :/ . We all know why ahahahahhh.
Played heart attack & tarzan the monkey man :} .
We playing heart attack that time, the funniest sia LOL. Kept laughing :} .
Oh yeah, & the Huhaha also :} . That Amanda la LOL. Wrote on my table some words & want me say.
& i remember the last 3 was Huhaha. & it was from Finding Nemo! When they welcoming Nemo into the club.
Ahahahahhh. Then Amanda couldnt stop laughing -_- . She started it by writing it on my table k.
Then we kept playing with words & blahblahblah, so cool & fun & all ahahahahh.
Supposed to eat with Amanda but she couldnt, so went home with Jiatung.

Babe. I trust you. Loads. So you better not disappoint me like the other one.
I dowanna fall like how i did the other time. I. Really. Dont. Want. To.

Can't get you outta my head. No matter how much i want to.

Ahahahahh. Im bored now & am doing nothing.
I shall type out the lyrics for here we go again by demi lovato :} .

I throw all of your stuff away
I'm gonna clear you out of my head
I tear you out of my heart
And ignore all your messages
I tell everyone we are through
'Cause I'm so much better without you
But it's just another pretty lie
'Cause I break down
Every time you come around
Uh oh Uh oh

So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should have known better in trying to let you go
'Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together
You'd think that by now I'd know
Cause here we go go go again

You never know what you want
And you never say what you mean
But I start to go insane
Every time that you look at me
You only hear half of what I say
And you're always showing up too late
And I know that I should say goodbye
But it's no use
Can't be with or without you
Uh oh Uh oh

So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should have known better in trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together you'd think that by now I'd know
Cause here we go go go again
And again, and again, and again, and again, and again

I threw all of your stuff away
And I cleared you out of my head
And I tore you out of my heart
Uh oh Uh oh, Uh oh Uh oh

So how did you get here under my skin?
I swore that I'd never let you back in
Should have known better in trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together you'd think that by now I'd know
Cause here we go go here we go again
Here we go again
Should have known better in trying to let you go
'Cause here we go go go again

Again (and again, and again)
Again (and again, and again)
And again
And again
And again
And again
And again
And again
And again
And again
And again
And again

Ahahahahh. I didnt type that. The first few lines yeah sure. But rest copy & paste.
No time already. Need to go offline soon, fater says :/ . Wtheck LOL.
Not really that hyper now, so cant find random stuff to say to make this post alive.
So sorraye baybeh.

Now whenever i sit in front of the computer,
I tend to look out the window.
To do what? Find that cloud that i thought looked like you?

Well, sigh, nothing to do on computer nowadays :/ . I think should go audition again :x .
But dowant eh. I noob already eh. Like some dick liddat. Chicken LOL.
Oh well, i should go off now before my father bursts.
Byebye .

2009-09-13T18:46:00.001+08:00

Plucking off the petals of a rose, saying, 'i love you, i love you not. i love you, i love you not..'

Tomorrow school starts again :} . Happaye. I guess. Nothing can spoil my mood.
I think. I hope. I guess. Well, yeah. Blahblahblah :} .

Everything i did this holiday, reminds me of you.

I guess i'm going school earlier tomorrow. I think.
I asked my mother to wake me up at 6.30 :/ . But she doesnt want to -_- .
She wants me in school earlier. So yeah. She's waking me up earlier.
& making sure i leave the house earlier too OMG. So i cant go later :/ .
But it's okay. I should go to school earlier to see all my (L)s!

Oh, this is to reply me Hazel Lee :} :
Yeah i know! We must think of something! I also dowant to call you Hazel Lee all the time!
I must call you something to let you know you mean something in my heart :D !
I enjoy your pulling away to tell me secrets & stuff hahahahhh :} . It's cute.
& & &, Hazel Lee, must be my dear friend forever & ever i tell you!
I need someone to pull me away & tell me things until i die you know :x !
If not it won't be fun. Ahahahahh. My life would be boring without you ): .
No one to suddenly poke me from the back & make me scream -_- .
Then cannot laugh at it also later. So boring LOL. So you must be in my life!
Hahahahh, i still remember those few times you were so cute.
Something happens & on that day itself you call me & tell me what happen!
That is so cool 8D . Then you will keep saying, then i will listen to you say.
Then i think like you veh funny then will smile LOL (: .
K, i'll be waiting for a day where i recieve a letter from you :} !
Wonder who's the postman/postwoman ahahahh!
LOVE you my Hazel Lee! Loads :}

K, replied. Ahahahahhhh. That was fun. Idk why LOL.
I think im losing it o: ! Save me ahahahahhh!
Woah that was so much longer then what she said.
Omg, does that mean i talk too much o_o ?!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh, i dowan T_T . Later become big mouth. I DOWANT AHHHHHHHHHH!

K, i am officially going siao. Nice one wtheck.
Thanks to Hazel Lee's post, i go siao. She can influence me so much :o .
Nice one. Ahahahahh. I cant wait to hear from everyone tomorrow!

Ah damn it. I just looked into a mirror & i realised my hair's going funnier day by day.
Wtheck i hate my hair sometimes.

Baby im your biggest fan i'll follow you until you love me. Papa-Paparazzi :}

Hmmm, i feel like smsing Hazel now. Idk why. Hmmm.
Maybe cause she just made me smile & hyper with her post LOL.
that's funny. Ahahah. K, i shall message Jewel for fun too!
Cause she's my prettayeeeee girlfriend :} . The prettaiest :} .
& Jiatung! She's my dear sister & mother LOL.
Funnaye right. I dont even know why is she both LOL. She dont even know also -_- .

Hmmm. I wanna go disiao Truman for fun all of a sudden LOL.

Oh well, i need to do alot of things as you can see from up there ^ .
Actually, not alot of things but yeah, you know.
K, it looked like i typed more than i think it did OMG AHAHAHHH.
Aiya, idk what to say already so better if i go byebye :} . So yeah.
Byebye :} .

A happy ending .

2009-09-13T17:17:00.005+08:00

I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late

I remember the time you SAT AND told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

hey stalkers . im gonna start from the first episode of ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni . according to my dear lim , its really funny and nice , maybe we lovelys should watch , right? and , my sister's keeper movie with you ? HEHE , guess its fate that brings us together , its trust that makes it stronger .

xoxos , bye \m/ . sthg FARNIE tuh tell you tmr . smiles * . (L).

2009-09-13T02:03:00.001+08:00

Eff, i dont like what's happening. I dont like the way you run around in my head in circles all the time, like a marathon. i hate it.

Well, i didnt meet my goal that day. Thanks.
It's all thanks to you. Ah, well, idk if i should thank you or not.
i didnt wanna think of you but at the same time, i want to.
Damn it, i hate this feeling. It keeps coming & going & coming & going -'- .

Hah. Well, in this post, i shall just type anything that comes into mind :} .

Hah. Met all my loves (L) todaye woo :} . So cool right 8D .
& that Ai-ni-nah ahhh, cannot stop bullying me one hor )': ?
BULLY LA AI-NI-NAH. Hahahah. & dear Elaine taught me maths :} .
Hahahah. & Ivan school right, bloody hell teach damn fast siol.
He now seconday 1, learn the mean, median, mode liao.
I now secondary 2 then learn this crap ley. Wtheck sia his school.
Trying to turn them into genius' ah -_-" ? Teach so fast for what -.- .
Oh yeah, & todaye Elaine & Ivan were helping me with art hahahah!
The stupid strange animals. Then Elaine keep helping me :D .
& Ivan kept drawing funny looking weird stuff -_- . But still, (L) them :D .
& when i went home, i quickly go take paper go draw :x .

Oh & todaye, my mother gave me her old phone to use hahahah.
It's damn bloody difficult to press :/ . But they dk im using Angie's.
So yeah, i can only use hers so i can use it openly in front of them -_- .
It's damn lag too k. Like some wth -_- . It's worse then mine :o !
You finish typing a sentence, it's only halfway typing only -_- .
But yeah, i can use it openly so yeah whatever. Im looking at the bright side -_- .

I wonder why you can pop into my mind all of a sudden.
Is it cause i miss you? Or is it cause i know you're the reason im down -_- ?

My mother said my english name was June -_- . God. My name is June Tay Yan Min .
Shyt. It sounds effing weird :@ ! *@&$%*$^#&*^#$@*$%#*%T*%$*% .
But then again, June sounds cool \m/ . Cause it's a name of a month :B !

Ah damn it. You just suddenly popped into my mind again.

K, i'm on the phone with Yikai -_- . & you know what he just said?
He said his english name shall be May Tan since mine is June Tay.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH. WTF MAN LOL. May Tan. Ghey :x .
& he said i can call him that in school & he will reply -_- . Hah.
Lets see on monday if he will reply on monday. Hah.

Oh yeah, people, help me. Should i go to school early on monday :/ ?
Idk if i should leyyyyyy. I need help. Hahah.

I just suddenly thought of who i get to see on monday! By ABC :D .
Amanda-Jane, Angie Law, Annmarie Chia, Gervais Chee, Glenn Ang, Hannah Yeo, Hazel Lee,
Jewel Wee, Jiang Junxian, Lim Jiatung, Meldon Lim (Idk why him LOL. Just suddenly think of him),
Tan Yikai, Teo Yengting, Truman Tan :} & many more la hor.
Just that now cant think of them only la hor :x .
Cant wait to give all the girls a hug babaye :} .
& all the guys abit of annoying me HAHAHAHAHAHAHHHHHH.

I am trying my best to not think about you.
So can you please help abit by like, trying not to appear -_- ?!

Well right now, in 2/4, only Angie, Janice & I are online :/ .

OH YEAH. My audition can work already. But now * noob already :$ .
So i dowant play. So, it's the same as when it couldnt work LOL.
Ey but at least can work right. Then i bored that time can go dk do what.

Sigh, well. Yeah. It's now 2.02am. Hahah.
I dowant my parents giving me a heart attack -_- . So yeah. I'll leave now.
Byebye.
(L) all my love ones :} .